Better Version

I made the perfect you in my head
Cause physically
you are the blueprint
But internally
god damn you’re a mess
So to stay with you
I had to imagine
That he is perfect
Anything I give him
he deserves it
Rarely does he ever come to see me
But anytime he does
he makes it worth it
Like I earned it
God I love him
And when I’m with you
I can’t help myself
but only think about him
I can’t wait to see him again
My god I miss him
And when I’m with you
I’m just thinking bout
how much I wish it was him
I can’t wait to see him again
More frequent visits
would’ve been nice
But I don’t want you knowing
that there’s somebody new
Sometimes the guilt will
clog up my mind
But is it cheating
if I love a better version of you
Cause he is perfect
Anything I give him
he deserves it
Rarely does he ever come to see me
But anytime he does
he makes it worth it
Like I earned it
God I love him
And when I’m with you
I can’t help myself
but only think about him
I can’t wait to see him again
My god I miss him
And when I’m with you
I’m just thinking bout
how much I wish it was him
I can’t wait to see him again
My god I miss him
And when I’m with you
I’m just thinking bout
how much I wish it was him
I can’t wait to see him again