reaper

You can call me reaper
I'm not gonna keep her
I just play the game but
I'm a ****in loser
Fallen, like an angel
Every moment painful
Out of my mind thinking
That I would be able

And I know that I mess up
And I'm not better
Just another ghost in a shell
Untethered
I don't wanna leave
But at least she won't get hurt
Buried in my enemy
All my insecurity

I got shackles
Just to keep me down
I'm lying
So I don't ever have to figure it out
Staring at my timeline wonder if I'll make it
Forget maybe I'm reason

It's alright
I'll be here
Watching those speed runs
All thru the year
Holding back
Comin in last
Catching my breath cuz
I don 't wanna take yours

You can call me reaper
I'm not gonna keep her
I just play the game but
I'm a ****in loser
Fallen, like an angel
Every moment painful
Out of my mind thinking
That I would be able

And I know that I mess up
And I'm not better
Just another ghost in a shell
Untethered
I don't wanna leave
But at least she won't get hurt
Buried in my enemy
All my insecurity

And I'm sitting here, in the corner of the bedroom
Thinking of all the words I could've said to you
I thought this was right
You could've mine

Friday night
Goin without you
There's nothin right
Trying to get myself to
Be alright
Peace of mind
Don't think I deserve it

You can call me reaper
I'm not gonna keep her
I just play the game but
I'm a ****in loser
Fallen, like an angel
Every moment painful
Out of my mind thinking
That I would be able

And I know that I mess up
And I'm not better
Just another ghost in a shell
Untethered
I don't wanna leave
But at least she won't get hurt
Buried in my enemy
All my insecurity