what a nice day to run away

I feel the walls inside my head are closing in
And the thought of giving up is sinking in
覺察到消沉放棄的念想正在體內蔓延
What a nice day to run away
今天尤其適合脫逃
Falling, never slipping
若你已經伏地跌倒，就永遠都不會在這兒滑倒了
Guess I had to learn the harder way
我想，我應該更刻苦些
Three shots pop, I dont miss like Im Hardaway
扣動扳機，三顆子彈呼嘯而出，我不會失手，就如難以防範的哈達威（前NBA球員）
If I cant get it eventually, like **** it Ima get another way
若我最終還是難以達到如此境界，就拋卻舊方，另尋他法吧
I dont believe in happiness Im searching for a Ima stay
我從不信什麼無疆之休，只是想找到一個能讓我依存的地方
Brodie want a grave, so I showed his ass to a better place
布隆迪迫需一個紀念礁，所以我為他找了個好去處
Everybody got a plate, everybody just ****ing straight
人人都掛著自己的銘牌，也都正直得不像樣
Walls are closing from the drugs Im using, cant cooperate
藥物作用下，心中堅牆愈厚，漸漸失控
Really hate the thoughts in my head, Im out of options
真厭倦我腦內的思緒啊，但我別無選擇，只得默默承受
Wanna blow up, my ***** kill me instead
想讓這一切消失殆盡，沒想到女伴給了我一擊，了結了我
I dont believe in happiness, I think we live and forget
我從不信什麼無疆之休，認為時日俱進，我們也在忘懷過去
I hate this test you called it life
我萬分厭惡這場被你闡述為“生活”的考驗
We live in hell but we blessed
我們在水深火熱中苟活，但也祈禱得到保佑而拯溺救焚
And the thought of giving up is sinking in
但都深知，我們已浸著消沉放棄的念想
What I nice day to run away
今天尤其適合脫逃
I been blowing my pain away, yeah
我於是片刻不停地為自己卸下痛楚
Told you that I loved you and I meant that, huh
曾告訴你說，我是愛你的，那恰為我意
But you wont really really like to listen like what
但你竟對此般表露抵觸不已
Im just tired of the same shit, different day
我倒是厭惡這些類聒噪的事情了，已經翻篇了不是嗎
Used to keep me sane but that changed
你曾讓我最後一絲理智得以留存，但那也只是過去
Had to switch lanes , had to pass that *****, yeah
分道揚鑣又如何，我需要跨過你這道坎
Money on my mind I just wanna get rich
我極其渴望一夜暴富，腦子裡像是塞滿了鈔票
I aint got time dont ask me if Im fine
別來打探我的生活近況了，我抽不出時間應付你
Told you I loved you a million times
曾告訴你說，我是愛你的，反反复复
Told you I loved you a million times
曾告訴你說，我是愛你的，屢屢常常
Now that has changed and we are over, goodbye
今時不同往日，我們的感情已畫上句號，拜拜啦
Told you I loved you a million times
我說，我是愛你的，這句話在你耳際縈繞萬千遍
Now that were over youre begging and crying
我們已經結束了，你卻又哭又鬧，求我重拾愛意
I feel the walls inside my head are closing in
我為自己圍築起了一道心牆
And the thought of giving up is sinking in
“我必須得放棄你了”，這般思緒在我心頭縈繞