Alone In A Room

Ive been away, a little while
我已離開了好一陣子
Sometimes I just cant help myself
在那段日子裡，我常無法自助
When my minds running wild
思維失序狂奔
I seem to lose grip on reality
難以把控現實
And I try to disregard the crazy things
心裡的聲音告訴我要忽視那些瘋狂的念頭
The voices tell me to do but its no use
可我試過了，這一點也沒用
I tried to own it, write songs about it
我試著掌控它，用它寫了歌
Believe me, I tried, in the end I needed to breathe
相信我，我全試過了，但最終我甚至喘不過氣
Find inspiration, some kind of purpose
我該找尋些激勵我的動機
To take a second to face the **** that makes me me
去直面那塑造我的一切
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
我所欲所求不過一件事
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
一個房間供我獨坐，讓我盡數坦白
Every moment, every second, every trespass
我度過的每時每刻，我犯下的每宗罪
Every awful thing, every broken dream
我遭遇的每樁爛事，我破碎的每個夢
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
那些年我反复囚禁自己
Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page
頭一次次的撞牆，紙上留下只言片語
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
而如今我所欲所求不過一件事
To be alone in a room, alone in a room
就讓我獨自留在房間裡
I saw the world a couple times
我曾屢次審視這個世界
Tried to cure the ache with absence
以為就此離去就能治癒傷痛
But that hole was still a hole
但心中的空缺依然存在
And my mind kept playing tricks on me
神智卻開始變得混亂不堪
Feeling older every day
我感到自己正一天天衰老
Took everything I had to not crash and burn
我抓緊我的一切，好讓它們不會毀滅
But Im starting to learn
但我也漸漸明白
Sometimes Ill fall down, sometimes Ill lose hope
我雖墜落低谷，有時失去希望
But those days will be few if I keep myfeet on the ground
但當我腳踏實地，那些日子終會離我而去
I might be lonely but I aint alone here
我也許很孤獨，但我絕非獨自一人
So I keep pushing the limits of what makes me me
因此我再次逼至極限，只為能尋回自我
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
我所欲所求不過一件事
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
一個房間供我獨坐，讓我盡數坦白
Every moment, every second, every trespass
我度過的每時每刻，我犯下的每宗罪
Every awful thing, every broken dream
我遭遇的每樁爛事，我破碎的每個夢
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
那些年我反复囚禁自己
Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page
頭一次次的撞牆，紙上留下只言片語
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
而如今我所欲所求不過一件事
To be alone in a room, alone in a room
就讓我獨自留在房間裡
I can be better than I was
我將更勝以往
I can be better than I am
甚至更勝現在！
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
我所欲所求不過一件事
To sit alone in a room
讓我獨自留在房間裡
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
我所欲所求不過一件事
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
一個房間供我獨坐，讓我盡數坦白
Every moment, every second, every trespass
我度過的每時每刻，我犯下的每宗罪
Every awful thing, every broken dream
我遭遇的每樁爛事，我破碎的每個夢
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
那些年我反复囚禁自己
Banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page
頭一次次的撞牆，紙上留下只言片語
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
而如今我所欲所求不過一件事
To be alone in a room, alone in a room
就讓我獨自留在房間裡