Silence

Silence -Jarren Benton /Sareena Dominguez
Time is tickinyeah its tickinaway
I waited all my life to say
My misery hates company
Im at a loss for words thats a first for me
Silence is golden
Go through the motions
Silence is golden
The same color that my throne is
Yeah d**n cant believe that my homeboy dead
I still feel shocked like Im shot in the head
I woke up and cried til my eyes turned red
I wish it was a nightmare that I just had
The coroner just put my n**ga in a bodybag
And his mama turned away cause she cannot witness that
And I aint know what to say when I was standinwith your dad
Only thing that I could think was godd**n this is sad
Man we was just laughinon the weekend
That was your goodbye guess it just sinked in
No words that I can jot with the ink pen
To describe the way I feel I guess Im still grievin
I wish that I could bring my n* *ga back
He aint even know how much he meant to me and that was wack
That I couldnt even express it til he layinon his back
At his f**kinfuneral when I aint know how to react
Yeah we supposed to get rich together
God had another plan for you that was better
I send a prayer to your mama and your whole family
Rest in peace dog you my homeboy forever
Yeah I know you livinin the sky
I wish I had a better way to tell my n**ga bye
Make sure you cherish every moment that you spend with your people
Cause you never know tomorrowthey could die
Uh you believed in me homie yeah and for that I thank you
I know youre in a better place
Probably up in heaven crackinjokes with them angels
Never be forgotten as Im writinover violins
I feel alone like Im on my own island
I think about my n**ga every day like
Im at a loss for words as I drown in the silence
Time is tickinyeah its tickinaway
I waited all my life to say
My misery hates company
Im at a loss for words thats a first for me
Silence is golden
Go through the motions
Silence is golden
The same color that my throne is
Yeah d**n there we go not speakinagain
Out the front door a n**ga leavinagain
I rode around the city pissed off about some bullsh*t you said
Make me feel like I aint breathinagain
I get back and we aint talked to each other for like two days
D**n girl who pissed in your kool aid
I apologize a trillion times make it a trillion one
But this time Im too late
Yeah I guess you fed up with my sh*t
To get through that cold heart I need an ice pick
The look on your iris so lifeless remember them good times
We had that was priceless
D**n did I f**k you up that bad
You need space now I guess I respect that
Im tryna break through them walls that you put up
But I dont even know where your head at
Yeah I guess I better let her fly away
Its hard to cope with the pain I wanna die today
Ill find a f **kinhideaway to hibernate
I sit and let this liquor wash the hurt like a tidal wave
And oh yeah by the way
If I could take all the hurt back Id find a way
I guess Ill pop another pill so I can sleep and let my brains cook
Like I put my head inside a microwave
Yeah now I feel like a loser
I knew all the wrong I was doinI would lose her
Now I see the light amen hallelujah
But Im stuck in my sh*t like I sit in cow manure
World went crashinwhen I lost my co pilot
Ringinin my head somebody turn off the sirens
She aint even talk to a n**ga and it hurts so bad
Now all I do is drown in your silence
Time is tickinyeah its tickinaway
I waited all my life to say
My misery hates company
Im at a loss for words thats a first for me
Silence is golden
Go through the motions
Silence is golden
The same color that my throne is