coming to terms

Waiting, changing, switching stories
I won't be here in the morning
Nobody knows me like you know me
I wouldn't like me if I knew me
I do not know why you do it
The things you do, I know you didn't mean
[?] sitting in the back of me
Team one, two, three be the [?]
I could wish upon a falling star, but we know that I'd never believe in that shit
I could [?], but you know that I'll be coming right back, yeah

Yeah, ain't no other way that I could see us coming to terms
Coming to terms, yeah

I was on the dirt road, I was in a bad place
I don't wanna hurt no more
I've been down bad before
When winters are cold and the days are with dark

Ain't no other way that I could see us coming to terms
Hard for me to think about it, hard for me to be around it
Fog in my thoughts, so it's hard for me to speak about it
I don't wanna be around it
There ain't no way I'ma get around it
And it sucks [?]