If I'm Honest

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Darling if I'm honest
You've been on my mind
On my mind all day
And lately if I'm honest
I can't bring myself to think no other way
I've been finding all kinds of reckless ways to forget your face
Like going out on the town spreading around all that love I'd kept for you
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But no one touches me like you used to
It's a shame but it's true
Nobody loves me the way that you used to
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Darling I've been moving through seas of faces hoping to meet your stare
And dancing towards any stranger with your crazy eyes or wayward golden hair

I've been finding all kinds of useless ways just to push it all down
Like spinning around, spinning around till I've fallen to the ground
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But no one touches me like you used to
It's a shame but it's true
Nobody loves me the way that you used to
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I painted over all the cracks
But now the paint is peeling back
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It's a shame but it's true loves
When the flame turned blue loves
It burnt a hole right through
Now nobody loves me the way that, that way that you used to…
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