Faded

Im faded, Im faded
Im not sure if I can make it, oh
But dont you cry for me
Honey Im not worth it
Honey Im not worth it
Honey Im not worth it
But dont you cry for me, me, me
But dont you cry for
Im skipping through the days to come home
A million conversations, autopilot, steer, flow
Im on my one-man mission, eyes down, take note
Ive never liked you, stay away from me dont lock the bolt
This is the great escape from everything Ive ever hated
From all this figuring this lifes shit that got me jaded
Faded all the time the doubting got me underrated
This is my mechanism, moving forward, isolated
Belated superficial gestures of a phony type
I come alive when Im incarcerated late at night
I wish that I could leave this soul destruction every night
That I could regress in an able-bodied prototype
If that made sense Id leave it here, I have no lesser business
Im immaterial but I still got things on a wish list
This is desire, cant you hear it in my C+ English?
Id love the finer things but thats not being realistic, ballistic
Everybody goes when Im singing, Im sick of singing pain
So Im free, broken, winging
Coming out my heart purer than the way Im living
Maybe Ill see you, or maybe Ill just give in
Yeah, its just too much now that Im all grown up
Ive been dragged through the dirt, now I should be blowing up
Still Im blowing, yeah Im blowing
And still I dont know where the hell I should be going
So I guess its just live like this til my mind goes snap
No love, no drug could ever fill this gap
Yeah I live for the high until it all floods back
Like the tears of the years that I cant get back
Im faded, Im faded
Im not sure if I can make it, oh
But dont you cry for
Honey Im not worth it
Honey Im not worth it
Honey Im not worth it
Dont you cry for me, me, oh
Oh, faded
Dont cryin for me
Dont you cryin for me
Dont you cryin for me