the end

Could it be, is this the end?
Ive seen it coming from a far and I welcome it like a friend.
A lost love, like a bright light.
The direction Im lacking is leading me.
So far I havent seen a reason to be.
Ive lost count of the shackles that bind me.
Im not alone, I dont that comforting.
One more time its my turn to make amends .
I make my own rules.
Im sure tomorrow Ill break them again,
its getting easy to excuse my mistakes.
Ill walk this line until my conscience abandons me.
Times when you tell me that you wish you could die
and then you give me **** for even trying to be a friend.
Theres no question,
Id take your place in the light and give this darkness to you.
So here we are again.
Our paths diverge but Ill see you in the end.
Here we are I can see the end.
The direction Im lacking is leading me.
Im so tired and ****, Im beat.
Im not alone I dont find that comforting.