Ghost

I tried it once before but I didnt get too far
我之前嘗試過一次，但下手沒有很重
I felt a lot of pain but it didnt stop my heart
我感到強烈的疼痛，但心臟沒有停止跳動
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little ****
我真正想要的只是某人能他媽給我一點關心
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
但我等了一輩子甚至都沒人看我一眼

I tried it once before and I think I mightve messed up
我之前嘗試過一次，我認為我可能搞砸了
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didnt bleed enough
我總是割不對血管，我猜血流的還不夠
But maybe Im alive cause I didnt really wanna die
但也許我還活著是因為我並不真的想死
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
可是我這一生中沒有什麼很特別的事情發生

Take the blade away from me
把刀片從我這兒拿走吧
I am a freak, I am afraid that
我是個怪物，我害怕
All the blood escaping me
即使血流盡了
Wont end the pain, and Il be haunting
也結束不了我的痛苦，而我會永遠糾纏住
All the lives that cared for me
所有關心我的人
I died to be the white ghost
我死後會成為
Of the man that I was meant to be
我本該成為之人的幽靈

I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
我像之前一樣嘗試了一次，這次我割得很深
I thought about my friends and the way I didnt give enough
我想到了我的朋友，想到對他們付出得不夠
And I shouldve told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
我該像個好兒子一樣跟我母親說“媽，我愛你”
But this life is overwhelming and Im ready for the next one
但這一生快把我壓垮了，我準備好迎接下一世了

Take the blade away from me
把刀片從我這兒拿走吧
I am a freak, I am afraid that
我是個怪物，我害怕
All the blood escaping me
即使血流盡了
Wont end the pain, and Il be haunting
也結束不了我的痛苦，而我會永遠糾纏住
All the lives that cared for me
所有關心我的人
I died to be the white ghost
我死後會成為
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
我本該成為之人的幽靈

I tried it once again and I think I might black out
我又嘗試了一次，我以為我會失去意識
I shouldve left a letter but I had nothing to write about
我該留封信的，但卻沒什麼東西可寫
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
我周圍都是血，如果我站起來就會眩暈
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so ****ed
下刀的部分很容易，但後悔的部分太操蛋了

Take the blade away from me
把刀片從我這兒拿走吧
I am a freak, I am afraid that
我是個怪物，我害怕
All the blood escaping me
即使血流盡了
Wont end the pain, and Il be haunting
也結束不了我的痛苦，而我會永遠糾纏住
All the lives that cared for me
所有關心我的人
I died to be the white ghost
我死後會成為
Of the man that I was meant to be
我本該成為之人的幽靈
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
我又嘗試了一次，我認為我過界了
(The man that I was meant to be)
（我本該成為之人）
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
我割得更深，失去的血壓讓我心跳停止了
(The man that I was meant to be)
（我本該成為之人）
I couldnt tell my mother that I love her, Im a bad son
我不能跟我母親說“媽，我愛你”了，我真是個壞兒子
This life is overwhelming and Im ready for the next one
這一生快把我壓垮了，我準備好迎接下一世了