int和end

It starts with one
All I know
Its so unreal
Watch you go
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesnt even matter
One thing I dont know why
It doesnt even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself of a time when I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mockin me
Actin like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
Im surprised it got so
Things arent the way they were before
You wouldnt even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually
Be a memory of a time when I
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesnt even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesnt even matter
One thing I dont know why
It doesnt even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme to explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
Its so unreal
You didnt look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Tryin to hold on they didnt even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even tthough I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me willEventually be a memory
Of a time when I tried so hard