Loves Not A Competition (But Im Winning)

I wont be the one to disappoint you anymore,
I know, Ive said all this and that youve heard
It all before,
我不會是讓你失望的人了
The trick is getting you to think that all this was your idea.
我知道，我已經說過了，你聽說過了
And that this was everything youve ever wanted out of here,
以前
Loves not a competition but Im winning.
訣竅讓你認為這一切都是你的想法
Im not sure whats truly altruistic anymore,
這就是你曾經想過的一切
When every good thing that I do is listed and youre keeping score,
愛不是競爭，但我贏了
Loves not a competition but Im winning
我不知道什麼是真正的利他主義了
Loves not a competition but Im winning
當我做的每一件好事都列出來，你保持得分
At least I thought I was but theres no way of knowing,
愛不是競爭，但我贏了
At least I thought I was but theres no way of knowing,
愛不是競爭，但我贏了
You know what its like when youre new to the game but Im not,
至少我以為我是，但沒有辦法知道
I wont be the one to disappoint you,
至少我以為我是，但沒有辦法知道
I wont be the one to disappoint you anymore
你知道這是什麼樣的，當你是遊戲中新來的，但我不是