I'm Not Who I Was

I wish you could see me now
我希望你可以看到現在的我
I wish I could show you how
我希望我可以讓你看到
I'm not who I was
我是怎樣地不再是曾經的自己的
I used to mad at you
我曾對你發過脾氣
a little on the hurt side too
這有一點傷人
but I'm not who I was
但是我不再是曾經的自己了
I found my way around to forgiving you
我找到了一種原諒的方式，在以前的某個時間點
some time ago but I never got to tell you
但我再也沒找到機會告訴你過
so...
所以……
I found us in a photograph
我在相片中發現我們倆
I saw me and I had to laugh
我看到強顏歡笑的我
you know,I'm not who I was
你知道的，我不再是曾經的自己了
you were there,you were right above me
你就在那兒，就在我上方
and I wonder if you ever loved me
我很疑惑你是否愛過我
just for who I was
是否愛過曾經的我
when the pain come back again like a bitter friend
當痛苦像一個苦澀的朋友一樣再次降臨
it was all that I could do to keep myself from blaming you
我能做的就是不讓自己責備你

認識到這是一件很有趣的事情
reckon it's a funny thing
發現自己可以用唱歌的形式唱出來
figure out I can sing
現在我不再是曾經的自己了
now I'm not who I was
寫一些關於愛和類似事物的歌
write about love and such
可能是我十分渴望這些東西吧
maybe 'cause I want it so much
我已不再是曾經的自己
I'm not who I was
我那時候在想，或許我應該讓你知曉
I was thinking maybe I should let you know
我不一樣了，但我卻不會忘記你的名字
I'm not the same but I never did forget your name
你好……
hello...
nanananananananana...
我在奇蹟恩典裡發現的最讓我驚嘆的東西是
well the thing I find most amazing In amazing grace
那個表達出愛的機會，那也是愛的意義所在
is the chance to give it out maybe that's what love is all about
我希望你可以看到現在的我
I wish you could see me now
我希望我可以讓你看到
I wish I could show you how
我是怎樣地不再是曾經的自己的
I'm not who I was