Agoraphobic

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Cause I cant do shxt right, I cant learn my lesson
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I cant do shxt right, take anti-depressants
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Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
My friends probably hate me, cant answer a message
因為我一無是處，不吸取教訓
Filled with anxiety, always be hidin me
依靠抗抑鬱藥活著
Feelin inadequates always whats driving me
病痛和治療吞噬了我的青春
Not a role model, thats not what I strive to be
我的朋友一定很討厭我無法回應他們
Cant go outside, Im afraid they be finding me
被焦躁症佔據，我總把自己藏起
Paranoid bout my privacy, yeah
一直被自卑驅使的我
And they always askin questions bout my face, cant relate
無法努力成為榜樣
Fxxkin caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
我不敢出門，因為那些想找到我的人
Got a lot of bad shxt that Im taking to my grave
對我的隱私好奇到發狂
Got a fxxkin date with death, on house arrest til trial date
他們為何總想知道我的長相無法理解
So I grab the red wine, on rainy days and then I pour it
因為自己的倒影我打碎了那面鏡子
Cause Ill age another fxxkin thousand days before I know it
這些痛苦將伴我進入墳墓
Yeah, Ill spend em all inside, waste my time while Im scrollin
軟禁在家裡等待死神的審判
But I love when it rains cause Im agoraphobic
所以在雨天我為自己倒了杯紅酒
Aight, these lines are the last one youll get
因為我知道往後的數千個晝夜也會一樣痛苦
Im not okay, Im not okay
每日呆在室內把時間浪費在看手機上
Im not okay, Im not okay
但我喜歡下雨因為我患有廣場恐懼症
Whats the point? Im not okay
最後我只想告訴你們
Whats the point? Im not okay
我感到很煩躁我感到很不安
This shxt is fxxkin difficult
我感到很焦慮我感到很緊張