Closure

I knew it was over when the fighting stopped
我知道當爭吵停息時感情也走到了盡頭
You were too checked out to give a ****
儘管之前你一向吊兒郎當的態度
But I stayed
我還是選擇留在你身邊
Didn't want to let it end that way
不想讓感情就這樣結束
So we went back and forth for months
於是我們猶豫不決又堅持了好幾個月
Too afraid to cut our losses and walk
反復權衡利弊又害怕離開
But there was only so much we could take
但事實上感情能承載的只有這麼多
It's like we're lying on the beach
就彷佛我們躺在海灘上
And the tide is at our feet
潮汐湧動，拍打在腳邊
It will soon be at our heads
而後漫過我們的頭頂
And take our breath, so
快要無法呼吸
I don't wanna say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over
儘管我不願承認，但總要有人站出來說結束吧
Seeing you defeated doesn't bring me any closer to closure
看你敗下陣來也無法給我帶來一絲寬慰
I am acting out of self-defense
我看起來破敗不堪
I am all out of options
然而我確實別無選擇
I don't wanna say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over
儘管我不願承認，但總要有人站出來說結束吧
The strain of time tore us apart
時間的力量讓我們分離
It's not what we want but it's where we are
儘管事到如今，結局並不令人滿意
And I know the fault is partly mine
我也知道其中責任有一半在我
I miss those nights that we 'd talk for hours
我想念那些我們徹夜長談的夜晚
About our dreams and our desires
談論我們的夢想和渴望
But all that's gone and all that's left is bitterness
只是一切都消失了，留下來的只剩苦澀
I don't wanna say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over
儘管我不願承認，但總要有人站出來說結束吧
Seeing you defeated doesn't bring me any closer to closure
看你敗下陣來也無法給我帶來一絲寬慰
I am acting out of self-defense
我看起來破敗不堪
I am all out of options
然而我確實別無選擇
I don't wanna say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over
儘管我不願承認，但總要有人站出來說結束吧
I can hate myself for this
我可能會因此而厭惡自己
You can say that I'm a selfish * ****
你也可以因此說我自私
It doesn't change my mind
但我已經下定決心了
With both our backs against the wall
背靠著牆壁站著
Someone's gotta take the fall
但總要有人站出來承擔
So I'll be the first to cross the line
就讓我成為第一個做決定的人吧
I don't wanna say it's but somebody's gotta say it's over
儘管我不願承認，但總要有人站出來說結束吧
Seeing you defeated doesn't bring me any closer to closure
看你敗下陣來也無法給我帶來一絲寬慰
I am acting out of self-defense
我看起來破敗不堪
I am all out of options
然而我確實別無選擇
I don't wanna say it but somebody's gotta say that it's over
儘管我不願承認，但總要有人站出來說結束吧