when i grow up

Yeah, when I grow up, you know what I wanna be?
當我長大 你認為我會成為什麼？
Take a seat, let me tell you my ridiculous dreams
坐下來聽我給你慢討我荒謬可笑的夢
I wanna rap—yeah, I know its hard to believe
我要說唱我知道你不會相信
And I can tell youre already thinkin I will never succeed
我知道你早已認為我永不會出人頭地
But Im okay with it, I admit the lyrics are weak
但沒關係我承認歌詞軟弱無力
Ive been workin on em, Ill be good eventually
我不懈努力相信越來越會盡如人意
I understand you gotta crawl before you get to your feet
想要有一席之地就必須倍道而進
But Ive been running for a while, they aint ready for me (Ahh)
我已奔跑許久屬於我的卻還未降至
I know this prolly isnt really realistic
我知道這根本不切實際
And honestly, I might not ever make a difference
老實來說我也許永不會改變
But that dont make a difference, Ima have to risk it
但這又能怎樣我必須鋌而走險
Ive been crunchin numbers, you aint gotta be a mathematician
不停地斟酌數字你也成不了一位大數學家
To see the odds aint rootin for me
眼見機會從我身邊溜走
I cant lie though, thats kinda how I like it to be
不會說謊又怎樣我樂意
The underdog, yeah, you prolly think you know what I mean
弱者你一定清楚我所說的意思
But what Im saying is—they ever push me, Im gonna swing, yeah
但我真正之意是他們曾推我入萬丈深淵如今我要遨遊漫天
I could go to college, get in debt like everybody else
我可以去上大學和其他人一樣欠債萬千
Graduate and prolly get a job that doesnt pay the bills
畢業後找個工作還是還償不了債務
That dont make a lot of sense to me, forget the Happy Meals
這對我來言毫無意義忘了麥當勞兒童套餐吧
I dont like the dollar menu, I would rather make a meal
我不屑這幾美元套餐 寧願自己做一頓飯
Huh? Make a mil? Naw, I said make a meal
啊？賺一千刀？不是 我說烹製盛宴
Home cookin, get the grill
就在家裡 拿起烤架
How you want it? Pretty well
你多想要？垂涎欲滴
Everything Im seeing is overdone to me, Im not Adele
我所見的一切都火過頭了我又不是阿黛爾
But Ima get a record deal and say hello to mass appeal
但我仍會鑄就輝煌然後祝我所有的支持者安康(雙關阿黛爾的冠單《hello》)
When I grow up, I just want to pay my bills
當我長大隻想不被生活潦倒
Rappin about the way feel (Oh yeah)
訴說著我的真情實感
I just want to make a couple mil,
我只想賺個幾百萬
Leave to the fam and the will (Oh yeah)
還要把資產寫進遺囑留給至親
I just want to sign a record deal,
我只想簽約一個唱片公司
Maybe buy a house up in the hills (Oh yeah)
也許能在山里買一棟別墅
Might not be the best of my field,
也許不是我領域裡做得最出色的
But I guarantee that Ima die real
但我發誓我死都會保持真實
When I grow up
當我長大
Yeah, ayy
When I grow up
當我長大
Yeah, yeah, ayy!
Ima make em notice me, rhyming like its poetry
我的說唱會押著詩一般的韻腳讓所有人為我驚嘆
Everything I oversee , I just like to overthink
我所眼見的每一件事我都會去深思其內心
Mockin me, you pay the fee
看不起我後果自負
No return and no receipts
你撤回不了我也接收不到
Those of you that dont believe—quiet, you dont know a thing
那些不明白靜謐之樂的人你們膚淺至極
Quiet when Im tryna to sing
當開始說唱時我更享周圍環境的寂靜
Quiet when Im making beats
當敲打節拍時我陶醉瀰漫空氣的清靜
Quiet when Im tryna to think!
安靜下來！我正要深思一番
Sorry, I dont mean to scream
抱歉 我並不想大吼
I just feel like no one really gets me and its sadto see
我只是有點悲哀因無人真解我意
Cause someday Ima grow up and show all of you its meant to be (Yeah)
總有一天我會長大然後向你們展示其中深意
Anybody wanna hear me rap, no
有人想听我說唱嗎？沒有
Cmon let me play a couple tracks, no
想听我彈奏幾首歌嗎？不想
Cmon I can spit it really fast, no
我的速度飛快不
You think I should throw this in the trash, no
你以為憑你們我就會將我所愛扔進垃圾桶？不
Tricked ya, haters go away before I hit ya
欺騙者和仇恨者們在我抨擊你們之前趕緊滾遠
I am not a beggar or a kiss up
人不犯我我不犯人
You dont understand well I forgive ya
我知道你難以明白寬恕的意義
I am not a quitter
我也絕不會讓你得逞
You aint really think that did ya?
你真的沒往這方面想是嗎？
Maybe someday I could even be up on the radio
也許來日我的聲音會響徹每家每戶的收音機
Have a tour bus and maybe even play a couple shows
能擁有一輛巡演大吧和幾場演出
Everybody in the crowd singing every word I wrote
人聲鼎沸著的是我寫的歌詞
Tellin me that I am not the only one that feels alone
人們告訴我我不是唯一深感孤獨的人
Huh
啊？
You feel alone yeah I kinda feel alone
你覺得孤獨我也深感寂寞
Wonder if that feelin ever goes away when you get old
困惑這種感覺是否會隨著年紀漸長而消逝
Will I ever make it as artist I dont really know
我無法預測我是否能成為一名藝術家
Might not make a lot of dough
也許我賺不了多少錢
Ima have to try it though
不過我必要孤注一擲
When I grow up
當我長大
I just wanna pay my bills
只想不被生活潦倒
Rappin about the way I feel (Oh yeah)
訴說著我的真情實感
I just wanna make a couple mill
我只想賺個幾百萬
Leave it to the fam in the will (Oh yeah)
還要把資產寫進遺囑留給至親
I just wanna sign a record deal
我只想簽約一個唱片公司
Maybe buy a house up in the hills (Oh yeah)
也許能在山里買一棟別墅
Might not be the best in my field
也許不是我領域裡做得最出色的
But I guarantee that Ima die real
但我發誓我死都會保持真實
When I grow up
當我長大
I just wanna pay my bills
只想不被生活潦倒
Rappin about the way I feel (Oh yeah)
訴說著我的真情實感
I just wanna make a couple mill
我只想賺個幾百萬
Leave it to the fam in the will (Oh yeah)
還要把資產寫進遺囑留給至親
I just wanna sign a record deal
我只想簽約一個唱片公司
Maybe buy a house up in the hills (Oh yeah)
也許能在山里買一棟別墅
Might not be the best in my field
也許不是我領域裡做得最出色的
But I guarantee that Ima die real
但我發誓我死都會保持真實
When I grow up
當我長大