Dopamine Addict

Six months clean off the dopamine
耗時六月戒斷快樂
Threw my phone through the wall
把手機砸向牆壁
My friends can't get get a hold of me
我的朋友們無法與我抗衡
Just a dial tone when they call
來電僅有鈴聲迴響
Chills and sweats coming over me
歡愉甘甜縈繞心頭
And I'm aching from the withdrawl
而歡樂過後唯剩無盡苦痛
This chemistry's got a hold of me,
化學藥物將我掌控
Got a hold of me, got a hold of me
緊緊控制著我

I'm a dopamine addict
我已對多巴胺上癮
Can't break the habit
無法戒除習慣
Runs in my head
腦中神經活躍無比
Psychosomatic
好似已然發瘋
Stare in the mirror
我盯著鏡中的自己
Hide in the attic
將自己藏匿於閣樓
Cry in my bed, I'm a dopamine addict
臥床哭泣

And I feel like I'm out of touch
而我好似已然無法感知外界我現已對多巴胺上癮
Keep thinking I need that crutch
總想著我需要精神寄託
Keep thinking I need that rush
同時惡意湧入心頭

I just can't break the habit
無論怎樣我也無法戒除習慣
Can't break the habit
我也無法戒除習慣
Runs in my head, dopamine addict
腦中思維盤旋

多巴胺上癮
I have these dreams where I'm me again
我反反复复做著相同的夢
And they almost feel like they're real
好似一切為真
It's as if I have self esteem again
好似我已再度贏回自尊
It's as if I'm starting to heal
好似我正不斷康復
Chills and sweats grab a hold of me
歡愉甘甜縈繞心頭
And they pull me out of my dream
而歡樂過後唯剩無盡苦痛
Just won't seem to let go off me,
化學藥物將我掌控
To let go off me, to let go off me
緊緊控制著我

I'm a dopamine addict
我已對多巴胺上癮
Can't break the habit
無法戒除習慣
Runs in my head
腦中神經活躍無比
Psychosomatic
好似已然發瘋
Stare in the mirror
我盯著鏡中的自己
Hide in the attic
將自己藏匿於閣樓
Cry in my bed, I'm adopamine addict
臥床哭泣

And I feel like I'm out of touch
而我好似已然無法感知外界
Keep thinking I need that crutch
總想著我需要精神寄託
Keep thinking I need that rush
同時惡意湧入心頭

I just can't break the habit
無法戒除習慣
Can't break the habit
腦中神經活躍無比
Runs in my head, dopamine addict
好似已然發瘋

The cycle is doomed
精神崩壞
Recycle, reuse
你的精神已然崩壞
And then up the potency
藥物效力無法消失
The cycle is doomed
這一切無法脫除
Recycle, reuse
無法脫除
It just won't let go off me
無法脫除緊緊將我控制
Won't let go off me
無法脫除
Got a hold of me
緊緊將我控制

I'm a dopamine addict
我已對多巴胺上癮
Can't break the habit
無法戒除習慣
Runs in my head
腦中神經活躍無比
Psychosomatic
好似已然發瘋
Stare in the mirror
我盯著鏡中的自己
Hide in the attic
將自己藏匿於閣樓
Cry in my bed, I'm a dopamine addict
臥床哭泣

And I feel like I'm out of touch
我現已對多巴胺上癮
Keep thinking I need that crutch
總想著我需要精神寄託
Keep thinking I need that rush
同時惡意湧入心頭

I just can't break the habit
而我好似已然無法感知外界
Can 't break the habit
總想著我需要精神寄託
Runs in my head, dopamine addict
同時惡意湧入心頭