on my own

On my own
形單影只
Pretending he's beside me
自欺他就在身旁
All alone
孑然一人
I walk with him till morning
隨其漫步到黎明
Without him
沒有他
I feel his arms around me
仍能感覺擁抱的溫度
And when I lose my way I close my eyes
當我迷途，只需闔眼
And he has found me
他便能找到我的身影

雨中，路面閃耀如銀
In the rain the pavement shines like silver
水面，華燈亦真亦幻
All the lights are misty in the river
夜裡，火樹綴滿銀花
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
而我，心在與他終老
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
心知肚明，只是一廂情願
And I know it's only in my mind
自言自語，而非與其傾談
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
雖然自知，我不在他眼中
And although I know that he is blind
仍然自欺，我們還未緣盡
Still I say, there's a way for us
我愛他

但，每當夜晚躡足而去
I love him
他亦離開
But when the night is over
河水，還是河水
He is gone
沒有他
The river's just a river
世界面目全非
Without him
綠葉凋盡
The world around me changes
街上只剩陌生人
The trees are bare and everywhere
我愛他
The streets are full of strangers
但每日，我都更清晰地意識到

終其一生
I love him
我一直在自欺欺人
But every day I'm learning
沒有我
All my life
他的世界仍運轉如常
I've only been pretending
那塊充滿幸福的夢土
Without me
我永遠無法步入
His world would go on turning
我愛他
A world that's full of happiness
我愛他
That I have never known
我愛他

但只是一廂情願
I love him
I love him
I love him
But only on my own