on the floor (initial talk remix)

Im trying
But still I close my eyes
The dreaming
Bringin his face to mine
Lock the door
The constant buzzing
All through the night
The fight it
Rips me all up inside
On the floor
I pace I run my mouth
I pray and wait
I cross out his name on the page
How long til this washes away
How long til my body is safe
How long til I walk in the light
How long til this heart isnt mine
The rise and fall
Of his chest on me
Im trying
But still its all I see
The violent
Current of energy
I hide it
Away and underneath
Lock the door
I shake I promise everyday
To change
I cross out his name on the page
How long til this washes away
How long til my body is safe
How long til I walk in the light
How long til this heart isnt mine
Take this wildness away
I just want him in my arms
Im trying
But still I close my eyes
The dreaming
Bringin his face to mine
On the floor
I pace I run my mouth
I pray to change
I cross out his name on the page
How long til this washes away
How long til my body is safe
How long til I walk in the light
I just want him in my arms