Dear God

I just want to make this clear (Listen)
我只想澄清這一點
I am a believer
我是個信徒
But sometimes it gets hard (Listen)
但有時信仰之路也會變得崎嶇
My name is Dax (Dear God)
我的名字是Dax
Dear God
敬愛的主啊
There's a lot of questions that I have about the past (Can you hear me?)
關於過去我有千千萬萬個疑問（你可否聽到我？）
And I don't want hear it from a human you made it
我不想從由你所造的人類口中得到答案
So you're the last person that I'm ever gonna ask
所以你才是我要詢問的對象
Tell me what's real, tell me what's fake
告訴我孰為真假
Why is everything about you a debate? (Why?)
為何人們一提起你就是喋喋不休的爭論（為什麼）
What's the point of love?
愛的意義為何
Every time I've showed it I was broken and it's forced me just to only wanna hate
每次我以愛示人結果卻落得遍體鱗傷甚至令我不禁心生憎恨
Why's there only one you but multiple religions? (Why?)
為什麼明明只有你一個神卻衍生出這麼多宗教？
Why does every conversation end in a division? (Why?)
為什麼每一次的談論都會以分歧告終
Why does everybody want to tell us how to live
為什麼每個人都想指教我們如何生存
But they won't listen to the same damn message that they giving? (**** them!)
可是他們硬塞給你的教條他們自己卻不見得去遵循
Tell me how to feel, tell me what's wrong
要如何感受你的存在，哪裡出問題了
I tried to call, pick up the phone (Pick up!)
我試過與你聯絡，拿起“電話”
I'm on my own
卻不過是自言自語
Everybody says you're coming back, then man why the hell's it taking so long?
人人都說你即將再臨世界，為什麼還要等如此之久？
Why do I hurt? (Why?)
為什麼我會受傷？
Why is there pain?
為什麼痛苦要存在？
Why does everything good always have to change? (Why!)
為什麼世界上所有的美好都無法長存？
Why does everybody try to profit off another man's work then destroy it just for monetary gain?
為什麼每個人都想方設法榨取他人辛勤的勞作 然後為了一己之利摧毀這些努力的成果？
Tell me are you black or are you white?
你的膚色到底是黑還是白？
I don't even really care I just really want to know what's right (I don't care)
我一點也不在乎，這世上的是非黑白才是我所想分明
They been saying one thing but I've been looking in the book
他們口中所說的大同小異可我也曾飽閱聖經
And it seems like they've been lying for my whole damn life
彷彿是他們用奸詐的謊言欺騙了我的一生
Tell me where I'm going (Where?)
我的人生終點在何處？
Is it heaven or hell?
是天堂抑或地獄？
I just hope this message greets you well
但願這些疑問能予你誠摯的問候
I had a dream that I was walking with the devil
我夢見過自己與魔鬼同行
Don't remember how it feels but I swear that I remember the smell
雖已不記得那糟糕的感覺可那滋味似曾相識
Looked me right into my eyes and told me everything I wanted could be mine if I gave up and decided to sell
若我放棄自我出賣靈魂可否直視我的雙眼說出所有我想知道的答案
But I said I'd rather die then get mine now I'm here no fear one man with a story to tell
但我說過我會寧死不屈此刻我會問心無愧地袒露那些種種經歷
Dear God
敬愛的主啊
Where were you when I needed it?
我需要幫助時你在哪裡？
When I ****ed up and repeated it?
當我搞砸一切 萬劫不復時你在哪裡？
When they set the bar and I exceeded it? (Where were you??)
當我卻憑己之力越過他們舍下不公的障礙（你可有出現）
My life is like a book that they've been judging by a cover
我的人生像是一本書籍他們卻從封面以偏概全
But have never took the time to ****ing read the shit (** **!)
但從未打開篇章去了解裡面的事實
I remember telling you my goals and my dreams but you didn't even answer so I guess you didn't believe in it
還記得我向你說過我的人生目標和夢想但你從未回應我猜也許連你也不會相信
I remember sitting with a gun to my head trying to ask you for some help but I guess you didn 't believein it!
還記得我無力獨坐用槍指著太陽穴想向你尋求一絲幫助可你對我的困境視若無睹
I don't want religion I need that spirituality
不想要死板的宗教信條而是要溫暖的精神寄託
I don't want a church I need people to call a family
不需要機械冰冷的教會，而是要情濃於血的弟兄姊妹
I don't wanna tell my sins to another sinner just because he's got a robe and he went to some academy
我不願向另一個罪人懺悔，就憑他身穿聖袍讀過神學院
I don 't wanna read it in a book, I wanna hear it from you
不願在經文裡尋求出路更想從你那得到指引
Don't wanna learn it in my school because they're hiding the truth (Swear..)
不願在學校裡尋找真理因為他們只會掩埋真相
Don't wanna talk about it to another ****ing human being and that's only reason that I even stepped in this booth
不願和另一個人類作無謂的交談正因此我才會踏入這靈魂的交流處
Dear God
敬愛的主啊
How do I take this darkness and turn it into light? (Talk to me)
我要怎樣才能把邪惡的黑暗轉化為聖潔的光芒？ （告訴我吧）
How do believe in a concept where I speak to a man I've never seen with my own two eyes? (How?)
這口說無憑未曾親眼見證過的理念我要如何相信
How do I know that religion wasn't made just to separate the world and create a whole disguise just to keep us in these chains while the rich get richer and the poor pray to you and perpetuate a lie?
怎麼才能知道宗教的出現不是為了分裂這個世界，在貧富分化愈演愈烈窮人還禱告寄予你希望時掩蓋我們飽受奴役的事實
How do I know this ain't some big joke? (How ?)
怎麼才能知道這不是一個天大笑話（要怎麼做）
How can I have faith when there is no hope?
看不見希望的話還要如何堅守信仰？
How the hell does one man have 100 billion dollars and we still have people on the street that are broke?
有人坐擁千億的同時又有無數窮人流落街頭的這種場面怎麼會出現
There's a lot of things I wanna talk about and get off my chest
有太多事情壓抑在我心中不吐不快
I can't sleep 'cause the devil won't letme rest
我無法入眠因為魔鬼侵擾讓我不得安寧
I used to know a ****ing pastor in a church and I can still hear the screams of the kids he would ****ing molest
曾經在一間教會見過的人面獸心的牧師我彷佛依稀能聽見被他侵犯過的孩子在尖叫求救
Dear God
敬愛的主啊
Do you hear me? ( Do you hear me??)
你可有聽見我
I'm supposed to fear you but you ain't said shit so maybe it's you who actually fears me?
我本該畏懼你可你仍然一言不發也許是你在害怕面對我
I don't know the answer I just want to see it clearly
我不知道答案是什麼只想看清世態炎涼
So many lies there's a 1000 different theories
謊言遍布世間無數神學論千差萬別
All I want to know is who really made religion because I know it wasn't you but don't nobody believes me
我只想弄清宗教是誰所創因為我知道那並非你所造可沒人會相信我
No more lies, no more death
願世間坦誠相待，不見無辜的犧牲
Bring back King , bring back X
復活馬丁路德，帶艾克斯重返人間【Martin Luther King-馬丁·路德·金、Malcolm X-馬爾科姆艾克斯】
Please dear God let their souls rest
願主讓他們靈魂得到安息
Protect who's left and watch their steps
保護生者看顧他們人生路上每一步
Dear God (Dear god)
敬愛的主啊
I don't want to have to ask you again
我不想再去質問你
I just hope that you know that I'm still a believer so I'll end this all by saying amen
只希望你明白我依舊是個忠誠的信徒所以我會用一句阿門了結這一切
It's Dax
我是Dax