Good Day to Be My Dealer

Working on my god complex
No in-between
I'm feeling like a goddamn mess
Deep spiraling
I clinch my teeth and smile
I've been stable for a while
And I've got a feeling I'm not in the clear

Chill out, it's not that big of a deal
Calm down, not all your feelings are real
Come on, bitch , get over yourself
I'm in hell, goddammit

I'm so sorry, I can hardly look myself in my mirror
I'm so ****ing weird
Come on over, I'm too sober
Can't get high off my tears
Must be a good day to be my dealer

Just got back on my Prozac
Still freaking out
I'm pacing round the CVS
God help me now
It might be in my head
But I'm running out of friends
Now, who can blame them? I can be a lot

Come on, bitch, get ovеr yourself
I'm in hell, goddammit

I'm so sorry, I can hardly look myself in my mirror
I 'm so ****ing wеird
Come on over, I'm too sober
Can't get high off my tears
Must be a good day to be my dealer
I'm so sorry pity party
All my demons are here
Talking in my ear
Come on over, I'm too sober
Can't get high off my tears
Must be a good day to be my dealer (To be my dealer)

Working on my god complex
Deep spiraling I'm -