Timmy's Prayer

If ever youre listening
If ever youre listening
If ever youre listening
If ever youre listening
If heavens a prison
Then I am your prisoner
Yes, I am your prisoner
I messed up, ooh
I know now
Theres no one for me to blame now
Nowhere to dig my way out
My vital organs are beating through
My ribcage opened, my heart ballooned
I Ive lost another one
Im on the floor trying to dress my wounds
Address the fact it was mine to lose
I I didnt try enough
And when Im left without your love
It could feel like a lifetime baby
And somewhere in the start we had it alright
Sunshine and blue skies, yes I call
But now theres a darker blue
Im bleeding and you dont care
The sun sinks and youre not there
If ever youre listening
If heavens a prison
Then I am your prisoner
Yes, I am your prisoner
I messed up, ooh
I know now
Theres no one for me to blame now
Nowhere to dig my way out
My brother always said Im a dreamer, dreamer
You better watch out where this life will lead ya
And he always said shes a keeper keeper
Shell stay by your side when the rest will leave ya
Well Im looking on my left side, Im looking on my right
Shes nowhere to be seen now when I close my eyes at night
Dreaming, surely you can find me by the shore
Im singing so blindly, can you hear me
Can you find me
If you find me, wanna tell you I love you so
I wanna tell you that love comes and goes
That it comes and goes
I hear the footsteps in the water and I feel the breeze
I open my eyes and no words, no words
I wish that I listened when I was in prison
Now Im just a visitor
I came to the gates but you turned me away
You asked me what am I waiting for
Im waiting cause I ****ed up, ooh
I got thrown out
I dont know which way to go now
Dont know which way is home now
If ever youre listening
If heavens a prison
Then I am your prisoner
Yes, I am your prisoner
I messed up, oh
I know now
Theres no one for me to blame now
Nowhere to dig my way out