the mistress

I was thinking some day, Id grow out of this phase
What a big mistake that was
Isnt love that we make, Im caught up in this maze
Wish it havent have begun
Im too weak to leave
But God I cant stand myself no more
And she calls me angel
But that aint the truth, you know, you know
And even though its wrong that Im living such a lie
I just cant leave you alone
The more that we go on, this guilt just builds up inside
Still I cant leave you alone
No I just cant leave my mistress
No I just cant leave my mistress
Why do you feel like something that I shouldnt hide
I just cant leave you alone
She wakes me with a kiss, some coffee in my bed
After I just crept in way after six
Smelling of your perfume, all in my bedroom
I dont understand why she dont say ****
Maybe shes weak, maybe I know
Thats why I cant stand myself no more
She must be an angel
To know but never say, to see but look away
And even though its wrong that Im living such a lie
I just cant leave you alone
The more that we go on, this guilt just builds up inside
Still I cant leave you alone
No I just cant leave my mistress
No I just cant leave my mistress
So why do you feel like something that I shouldnt hide
I just cant leave you alone
Girl I just cant, I just cant leave you alone
I just cant, I just cant leave you alone
I just can't, I just cant leave you alone
I just cant, I just cant leave you alone
No I just cant leave my mistress
No I just cant leave my mistress
Why do you feel like something that I shouldnt hide
I just cant leave you alone