Poet

September 8th, today I feel insane
Got too many thoughts on my brain
I'mma spill 'em out on the page
Always saying I'm ok, hiding all my pain
The only way to feel better when it hurts
is to put it down in words
I'm a poet and a soldier
go getter and a stoner,
I'm walking bare foot on the city streets
laying awake when everybody sleeps
Little broken when you look closer
best friend and a loner
In my feeling but I've learned to be tough
33 but I'm still growing up
always gonna be
Feels stupid when it's easy
always gotta make it hard
I wanna everyone to see me
but I don't wanna be the star
Always feeling like something missing
I'm a walking contradiction
Find the answers when I write it out
to remind myself
I'm a poet and a soldier
go getter and a stoner
I' m walking bare foot on the city streets
laying awake when everybody sleeps
Little broken when you look closer
best friend and a loner
In my feeling but I've learned to be tough
33 but I'm still growing up
always gonna be