Lonely

I do yoga to get thinner
Have sex with strangers
To get free dinner
Jog to sweat out my feelings
Cuz' all I do is conceal things
I don't talk because
No one wants an IQ
I don't question life
It doesn't want my views
And I wear make up
To make up for my life
I don't swear
I'm always
Always polite
I got to be the perfect
Trophy wife
Even though he's cheating on me
I pretend not to see
So hold me hold me
I'm so delicate
I'm a woman
I'm emotional
I gotta throw a fit
I get kinky
To settle your needs
Meanwhile I'm bored
Watching your hairline recede
So watch me, watch me
I'm messing around
I'm trying to fill my heart
By clubbing around town
But I can't escape
The numbness in me
Time is flying
And I'm still lonely
I dress up like an angel
When I go to parties
An extended metaphor
Full of irony
When I kiss other girls
To experiment
Then we strip
Each other down with arrogance
I flash the bouncers to get my way
But secretly all I wanna do
Is get away
So I take hard drugs
To try and escape
Escape this place
So hold me hold me
I'm so delicate
I 'm a woman
I'm emotional
I gotta throw a fit
And I get kinky to settle your needs
Meanwhile I'm bored
Watching your hairline recede
So hold me, hold me
So hold me, hold me
So hold me, hold me
So hold me, hold me
I'm still lonely