edges

Its more than controlling
Its more than everything Ive got
The force to finish life
Begins in heads, and ends with a knife
When it comes
Slow, deep and firmed deadly
Its more than a wish
Perhaps like prophecy
How does it start the first time?
How does it start when it comes?
The wish to kill again
Is now stronger, stronger ...
First - I will try
Second - my own way to die
A third time - try to die once more
EDGES, cut, EDGES
I watch the days go by
Cant wait for the night, the night
Again my pulse grows
Im ready to cut me off
Im sure this will be my last try
I will kill me, myself and I
This time Ill make no faults
I will use eternal force
Is this right - is this wrong
Do that act - must be strong
Cant wait now - I waited so long
This time for sure - Ill be dead
Im dead - Im dead - Im dead - Ill be dead
First - I will try
Second - my own way to die
A third time - try to die once more
EDGES, cut, EDGES
I watch the days go by
Cant wait for the night, the night
Again my pulse grows
Im ready to cut me off