Let You Down

Feels like were on the edge right now
I wish that I could say Im proud
Im sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
Im sorry that I let you down
Let you down
Yeah I guess Im a disappointment
Doing everything I can I dont wanna make you disappointed
Its annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything
I ever did wasnt ever tryna make an issue for you
But I guess the more you
Thought about everything you were never even wrong in the first place right
Yeah Ima just ignore you
Walking towards you with my head down lookin at the ground Im embarrassed for you
Paranoia what did I do wrong this time thats parents for you
Very loyal
Shoulda had my back but you put a knife into my hands before
What else should I carry for you
I cared for you but
Feels like were on the edge right now

I wish that I could say Im proud

Im sorry that I let you down

Let you down

All these voices in my head get loud

I wish that I could shut them out

Im sorry that I let you down

Let you down

Yeah you dont wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you dont ever hear my words
You dont wanna know my hurt yet
Let me guess you want an apology probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this
We cant so I guess Ima have to leave
Please dont come after me
I just wanna be alone right now
I dont really wanna think at all
Go ahead just drink it off
Both know youre gonna call to mom like nothings wrong
Aint that what you always do
I feel like every time I talk to you youre in an awful mood
What else can I offer you
Theres nothing left right now I gave it all to you
Feels like were on the edge right now

I wish that I could say Im proud

Im sorry that I let you down

Let you down

All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out

Im sorry that I let you down

Let you down

Yeah dont talk down to me
Thats not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I dont even wanna go to your house
Everytime I sit on that couch
I feel like you lecture me
Eventually I bet that we
Could have made this work
And probably woulda figured things out
But I guess that Im a letdown
But its cool I checked out
Oh you wanna be friends now
Okay lets put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didnt even happen
I mean why are you laughing
Must have missed that joke
Let me see if I can find a reaction
No but at least youre happy

Feels like were on the edge right now

I wish that I could say Im proud

Im sorry that I let you down

Oh I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud

And I wish that I could shut them out
Im sorry that I let you down

Oh let you down

Im sorry

Im so sorry now

Im sorry

That I let you down