through T和glass darkly

I'm caught up in the middle but
I'm taken to the end
It's coming back together and it's breaking down again
If I can find a reason,
I'd say you were my friend
If I can find a reason,
I'd say it once again
When I'm with you the days are bittersweet
I still can't remember what it feels to be complete , yeah
I've tried pretending but it drives me off my feet
I don't know what it's coming to
But I'm looking through the glass darkly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, ooh, ooh, ooh
Bright lights come and go, playing blue songs on my radio
Shadows still appear in the house tonight, ooh yeah
Ghosts have come in from the past
All those ghosts that keep on coming back
Sliding through the walls and my windows, ooh yeah
When I'm with you the nights are cold and long
I still can't remember what it feels like to be strong
I've tried to blend in but it seems
I don't belong
I don't know what it's coming to
But I'm looking through the glass darkly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Can I find you?
Can I find you?
I can't find you, yeah, yeah
I can't find you
Can I find you?
Can I find you?
I can't find you, yeah
I can't find you
Can't find you, ohh