It's Been Awhile

It's been awhile
有一段時間了
Since I could hold my head up high
自我還可以抬頭面對
And it's been awhile
有一段時間了
Since I first saw you
自我見到你第一面
And it's been awhile
有一段時間了
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
自我還可以獨自站立
And it's been awhile
有一段時間了
Since I could call you
自我還能打給你

所有我無法記起的事情
And everything I can't remember
糟糕的和它們看上去一樣
As ****** up as it all may seem
是我造成這樣的後果
The consequences that I've rendered
刻薄之下我撕扯著自己
I've stretched myself beyond my means
有一段時間了

自我發現自己沒有沉迷
And it's been awhile
有一段時間了
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
自我也能說我是自愛的
And it's been awhile
有一段時間了
Since I can say I love myself as well
在我一如既往搞砸一切離開之後
And it's been awhile
有一段時間了
Since I've gone and ****** things up just like I always do
但是與你在一起這些都不再复現
And it's been awhile
所有我無法記起的事情
But all that **** seems to disappear when I'm with you
糟糕的和它們看上去一樣

是我造成這樣的後果
And everything I can't remember
在我一如既往搞砸一切離開之後
As ****** up as it all may seem
為什麼我總是這樣
The consequences that I've rendered
讓這一切都離開吧
I've gone and ****** things up again
再給我多一天的平靜

有一段時間了
Why must I feel this way?
自我還能直視自己
Just make this go away
有一段時間了
Just one more peaceful day!
自我道歉之後

有一段時間了
And it's been awhile
自我看見燭光映亮你的臉
Since I could look at myself straight
有一段時間了
And it's been awhile
但是我還是能記起你的味道
Since I said I'm sorry
所有我無法記起的事情
And it's been awhile
糟糕的和我看上去一樣
Since I've seen the way the candle lights your face
我不能怨恨我的父親
And it's been awhile
他已經做到了最好
But I can still remember just the way you taste
有一段時間了

自我還可以抬頭面對
And everything I can't remember
有一段時間了
As ****** up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
自我道歉之後
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me

And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry