roads lead northwards

You can fix your eyes anywhere but upon this shattered sun
(So feel the failure keep me here (?))
Before these thoughts rise again and ruin everything again
(Roads like the way he wore in static lights (?))
I wanted to steal your soul
So you couldn't sleep
Because I haven't slept soundly for years
I haven't slept
I wanted to scream in your ears
You're not at home here anymore
Because I don't feel at home
I don't feel at home anymore