still here (original mix)

I have't ever really found that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking
It's just a thought only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cause nothing I have is truly mine
I've always thought that I would love to live by the sea
To travel the world alone and live more simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cause there's really nothing to stop me
It's just a thought only a thought
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cause nothing I have is truly mine
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cause nothing I have is truly mine
While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cause nothing I have is truly mine
Cause nothing I have is truly mine
Cause nothing I have is truly mine
Cause nothing I have is truly mine