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Always tryna please another
總是無謂嘗試，想要取悅彼此
But I always get it wrong and I end up getting hurt
到頭來卻只讓我被情所傷
Planned my life by trying to succeed
總是想要做好規劃，飛黃騰達
But never ended up with what I really need
到頭來骨感現實教我做人
I wish I could write and hide away
我只想要遠走高飛
I'm trapped in my head and I'm never safe
煩亂思緒，讓我毫無安全感可言
Don't take me back to being 17
別讓我再回到，那青蔥歲月
Before I understood just what he'd do to me
在我能夠辯清他的偽善之前

只因Stephen早已收好他的爛攤子
Cause Steph's already got her shit sorted
Kristy也早就，踏上去紐約的征程
And Kristy's on her way to New York huh
惟願我不要，再像從前那般投入
Wish I wasn't just always so caught in
你只顧自為我強加標籤
You wishing I could be somebody
若是我在21歲時仍一事無成
If I just turned 21 and got nothing
我想或許明年，事情就要好轉
Thinking I can fix it all next year
抱歉我時常以淚洗面

你卻從不會在乎我的感受
Sorry that I'm always so sad
動手動腳好似我沒有痛覺
Bet you wanna fix me up bad
不知他們，怎會覺得你我能相伴長久
Cut me up mold me like I'm plastic
興許只是我自作多情
Wonder why they think we ain't lasting
我只想要更開心一些
Maybe it's just all in my head
自上週起我已對你不理不睬
I wish I could be happy instead
忙於為這，剪不斷的情愁泣下
Haven't looked you in the eyes since last week
不過明年
Way too busy crying into, crying into fabric
一切都要好轉
But not next year
我就要擁抱新的人生
No no no not next year
但願生活的重壓能予我些許喘息
I'm livin' it up next year
期盼我能夠放下過去
But I wish I could breathe
不去再關注，閨蜜們的功成名就
I wish I could let go of this feeling
我只顧自的，理著這理不清的心緒
That all of my friends got all they need and
希望你能，淡出我的生活
I'm on my own
讓我一人，完成這生命的長跑
Wish you could leave
哪怕只是一事無成
Leave me to spend my whole life running
哪怕只是頹廢度日也無謂
Doing a lot then doing nothing
只因Stephen早已收好他的爛攤子
Waisting my time
Kristy也早就，踏上去紐約的征程

惟願我不要，再像從前那般投入
But Steph's already got her shit sorted
希望我能夠，改過自新
And Kristy's on her way to New York huh
只因若是我在21歲時仍一事無成
Wish I wasn't so caught in
我想或許明年，事情就要好轉
Wishing I could be somebody
抱歉我時常以淚洗面
Cause just turned 21 and got nothing
你卻從不會在乎我的感受
Thinking I can fix it all next year
動手動腳好似我沒有痛覺

不知他們，怎會覺得你我能相伴長久
Sorry that I'm always so sad
興許只是我自作多情
Bet you wanna fix me up bad
我只想要更開心一些
Cut me up mold me like I'm plastic
自上週起我已對你不理不睬
Wonder why they think we ain't lasting
忙於為這，剪不斷的情愁泣下
Maybe it's just all in my head
不過明年
I wish I could be happy instead
一切都要好轉
Haven't looked you in the eyes since last week
我就要擁抱新的人生
Way too busy crying into, crying into fabric
哭泣的感受，讓我反胃
But not next year
我已厭煩了記仇
No no no not next year
有時我只希望，你我從未謀面

只因比起憎惡某人
I wish I could forgive and forget
我甘願碌碌無為
So sick of feeling salty
It hurts 2 hate somebody
Sometimes I just wish we never met
Cause I'd rather feel nothing
If it hurts to hate somebody