Beam (ft. Gabriella)

From a place of hardship
To a place of ease
Comes a place of flourish
In return it's for a reason
That I couldn't say yet, (yet)
I don' t find time to debate if
I deserve growth or if maybe (I)
I should preserve coping by hating you
I don't hate you
And say what you want
But I 'm not okay with my brain anymore
I'm not okay with the way that I cope
With hardships, misfortune so maybe before
Maybe before
Maybe before
Maybe before
I find the time to cite a good
Reason to admire my trials
I need to pride myself in crying
Before I can