Drinkin' Too Much

Oh, I drink and take a sip of it
只一口酒淺嚐輒止
Feelin' like a hypocrite
感覺自己就如偽君子一般
Go for more and I don't give a shit
為了更多把閒言蜚語甩在身後
I never used to talk, I never used to talk like this
我從未如此與你推心置腹
I'm sorry I named the album 'Montevallo '
很抱歉我把這一張專輯叫做Montevallo （Montevallo是Hannah的故鄉）
And I'm sorry people know your name now
對不起現在所有人都知道了你
And strangers hit you up on social media
陌生人在社交媒體上抨擊你
I'm sorry you can't listen to the radio
抱歉你可能不能在電台上聽到我這首歌了
And drive out to the place we used to get peaches down in Pelham
我們曾駛出小鎮曾一同採摘的佩勒姆的鮮桃
I know you want your privacy
我明曉的你想要本屬你的隱私
And you've got nothing to say to me
對我你只有無盡的沉默
But I wish you'd let me pay off your student loans
我想也許有機會我該幫你還掉你的就學貸款
To these songs you gave to me
就用你讓我寫出的那些歌賺來的錢
'Member the first time you stayed with me?
記得我們第一次共度的時光嗎
Overpacked, and drove up, and went to the CMA's with me
精心打扮和我驅車前往CMA（全美鄉村音樂協會獎）
Two years later, it felt like you were a million miles away from me
兩年時光飛逝你卻好似和我隔了千萬里遠
And I was the one on stage, drunk
而我現在正在燈光中央酩酊大醉
Barely holdin' on, on ABC
苦苦支撐在ABC（CMA的網絡節目）的聚光燈下
Hope your dad still prays for me
希望你的父親依舊為我祈禱
Drinkin' too much, drinkin' too much
醍醐灌頂我日夜買醉
Since you been gone, I can't get gone enough
自你離開之後我再未有過滿足
I'm on top of the world, I'm going down
我在世界之巔而現在我開始墜落了
I'm gonna drink it all 'til you're not around
你不在身邊我只有以酒作慰
Drinkin' too much, drinkin' too much
醍醐灌頂我日夜買醉
Since you been gone, I can't get gone enough
自你離開之後我再未有過快樂
I'm on top of the world, I'm going down
我在世界之巔而現在我開始墜落了
I'm gonna drink it all 'til you're not around
你不在身邊我只有以酒作慰
A year ago I was in a hotel room in Pheonix
一年後我在菲尼克斯酒店的房間
Wonderin' if it's ever OK to lie
思量難定自欺欺人是否有過不妥
Cause I knew the truth would make you wanna die
因為我知道事實可能讓你絕望
But I told you everything, and you told me to have a good life
但我告訴了你一切你告訴我你過得很好
But you still couldn't believe it was really goodbye
我從未曾相信那就是真正的道別
Every night you'd fill the bathtub up
每夜你把自己填滿浴缸
Lie there for hours, put your face under water, and cry
自欺欺人把自己的臉埋入水下淚流滿面
I never wanted to be a heartbreaker
我從未想過成為那個讓你心碎的人
Turn your sisters and friends into matchmakers
把你的姐妹和朋友就如此歸入陌生人
I know you think my dreams came true
我知道你覺得我早已夢想成真
Since you been gone
但自從你離開
Singin' these songs are just something to do
唱這些歌就完全沒了意義
Every dream I ever had was you
我的每個夢都有你
Hope you know I'm still in love
希望向你傳達我這殘存的愛
It's the kind you can't fall out of
這是你可以任意差遣的愛
Drinkin' too much, drinkin' too much
醍醐灌頂我日夜買醉
Since you been gone, I can't get gone enough
自你離開之後我再未有過滿足
I'm on top of the world, I'm going down
曾在世界之巔而現在我開始墜落了
I'm gonna drink it all 'til you're not around
你不在身邊我只有以酒作慰
Drinkin' too much, drinkin' too much
醍醐灌頂我日夜買醉
Since you been gone, I can't get gone enough
自你離開之後我再未有過快樂
I'm on top of the world, I'm going down
曾在世界之巔而現在我開始墜落了
I'm gonna drink it all 'til you're not around
你不在身邊我只有以酒作慰
I know this might seem like a contradiction
我知道這些話在你看來可能自相矛盾
The last thing you need is more unwanted attention
你最不需要的是更多的不必要的注意
But you changed your number , and moved
你換掉了電話號碼搬離了我
And this is the only way I could reach you
這是我唯一能接近你的方式
So wherever you are, turn it up and listen
所有不管你身在何方打開電台聽聽這歌
Hannah Lee, I'm on my way to youHannah Lee
我想以我的方式好好靠近你
Nobody can love you like I do
沒有人能夠像我這般愛你
I don't know what I'm gonna say to you
我不知道我到底想要對你說些什麼
But I know there ain't no way, I know there ain't no way
我知道還有機會還有機會
No there ain't no way we're through
如履薄冰的愛情還有機會挽回