Its Over

I don't want to say good bye, but sometimes things just don't go as we
Like, all I want to do is cry, say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight
.. Check it out .
Fare well miss I know that you can care less
But I'm sorry for everything, I was careless
But I need you to know that I love you so much
And I been drinking myself to sleep, my souls crushed
A couple more shots, I know I'm gonna go nuts.
I can't deal with the fact, you left me with no crutch
I was in love with you, how could you do this to me.
Actually I did this to myself, what a tragedy.
And now what do I do where do I go.
Cuz everywhere I go I see your face.
It's hard starting over, trying to find another shoulder to lean on.
I feel like my whole life just got peed on.
They say time heals, but dammit I want to stop time and feel this pain .
As Crazy as it sounds to me it's sane, and I like it.
Why? 'cause I feel like we're still united. In some weird way.
I don't want to fight it.
I don't want to say good bye, but sometimes things just don't go as we
Like, all I want to do is cry, say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight
.. Check it out.
I wrote you the other day and you didn't write back.
It's like that? After all the crap, we been through,
I can't believe you, I know I f****d up but look within you.
And find some love and stop being stuck up.
You keep sending me the voice mail, I'm annoyed, he'll.
S***s, you could at least send a text.
But you're probably busy kissing someone else's lips.
While I'm sitting here cleaning my shoes from this s**t.
You're hard headed, ?, I need help, call the medic.
I just cut myself, yeah I did it, without you I'm nothing.
Don't you get it? Everytime that I said I loved you I meant it.
You turn and tell me you hate me, and regret that we ever met.
I can't believe you just said that .
You're so cold, you just hit me so low.
I can't take this no more, so hit the road.
I don't want to say good bye, but sometimes things just don't go as we
Like, all I want to do is cry, say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight
.. Check it out.
Something's just don't seem the way they do, one day you tell me I love you
And only you.
I wake up to find out it was a dream. You tell me you hate me, you leaving
Me.
People change . Everything changes. We go from being best friends then
Become strangers.
We go from seeing each other every day then, fare well then never seeing
Your face again.
I can't get you out of my head.
So I'm out of my bed at four in the morning, wishing I was dead.
But for some odd reason I can't do it.
Cuz for some reason I need to write what's on my mind and what's going
Through it.
Cuz If I don't ill probably suffocate.
Why do you have so much hate towards me, you need some loving babe.
God, I f*****g love you, I hate myself for falling in love with you.
Just to find out all I did was trouble you.
My heart is aching I'm medicated , I've tried meditating.
But nothing works I don't even feel sedated.
I wish you could feel what I feel for one second.
I reckon you would jumpout your window, bare, naked.
F**k humiliation, you would do anything to get me back.
A pin is what it matter what they thought in fact, you would tell everyone
To f **k themselves good.
And do everything to have me if you could.
I don't want to say good bye, but sometimes things just don't go as we
Like, all I want to do is cry, say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight
.. Check it out.