i'm not okay

I'm not okay
I keep ****ing lying to myself it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change
I never change

I'm not okay
I keep ****ing lying to myself it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change
I never change
I never

I'm still the same as I been
And it's getting boring
I'm not okay but I guess its really not important
I hold myself back
To scared of moving on
I'm lying through my ****ing teeth when I say nothing's wrong
Thеres nothing going on
I'm just too ****ing shallow
I can't keep going on
Afraid of my own shadow
It's every singlе day
Too many fears to face
I just wanted you to know

I'm not okay
I keep ****ing lying to myself it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change
I never change

I'm not okay
I keep ****ing lying to myself it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change
I never change
I never

Tried to find beauty in the pain
Tired of feeling fluency in rain
Need to find a way to rearange
Always keep on saying ima change right
Thought that I would have been better by now
Part of me stuck and it's pulling me down
I want it to take my identity away
So why can't I get out the way
All the things I wanted to say
Let me go and forget my name
My name

I'm not okay
I keep ****ing lying to myself it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change
I never change

I'm not okay
I keep ****ing lying to myself it's all the same
I can't figure out why I can't find someone to blame
Every single tear is wiped away
I never change
I never change
I never