Ugly Lights

I dont remember when the liquor started kicking in
還是忘記了從哪一刻開始斷片兒
Its been a while since I been off the stuff
明明很久之前就戒了的玩意兒啊
I really hate to say Im turning into a cliché
真不願意承認自已也變得一團糟
Im hoping that nobody brings it up
真希望沒人會提起那陳詞濫調啊
I left my car behind the bar again last sunday night
上週日晚我的車留在了酒吧後門
I did the monday morning drive ashamed
週一早上才羞恥得把它開了回去
And last nights clothes they smell like smoke
昨晚的衣服聞著一股二手煙味兒
But I dont know how I got home
但怎麼我就到家了我也不知道啊
But I do know my headll hurt all day
這頭呢痛一天也就在所難免了吧
But I still go and stay too late
無論怎樣呢我還是會瘋到三更半夜
And be the girl bartenders hate
做一個酒保討厭的姑娘
The one that doesnt need another one
那種不需要小白臉的姑娘
When the Romeos and Juliets
當羅密歐們與朱麗葉們
Have bummed all of my cigarettes
要走了我所有的煙
The last kiss in the parking lot is done
停車場裡的那最後一吻
Ill be sitting here alone
我會獨自坐在那裡
When the ugly lights come on
直到那些醜陋的燈光找到我
Well everybodys got a spark
每個人都有自己的閃光點
Its easy hiding in the dark
藏在黑暗中不算啥難事
In a crowded room with pockets full of rings
在那擁擠的房間裡帶著一包戒指
I sit and watch the whiskey pour
坐著看一個個酒瓶被打翻
The merriment, the exidor
嬉戲的氣氛陰暗的後門
The beginning of another matchbook flame
又一盒火柴被點了起來
And i dont try to justify
我可不會證明
The reason im not living right
為啥我不願安安靜靜的活著
I wear my sadness like a souvenir
我的悲傷當做紀念
I drink to much to fall apart thats how I fight this broken heart
灌得太多直到崩潰
So what, if Ifeel comfortable in here
這是我面對心碎的方式
But I still go and stay too late
那又怎樣我感覺很好就夠了
And be the girl bartenders hate
無論怎樣呢我還是會瘋到三更半夜
The one that doesnt need another one
做一個酒保討厭的姑娘
When the Romeos and Juliets
那種不需要小白臉的姑娘
Have bummed all of my cigarettes
當羅密歐們與朱麗葉們
The last kiss in the parking lot is done
要走了我所有的煙
Ill be sitting here alone
停車場裡的那最後一吻
When the ugly lights come on
我會獨自坐在那裡
Hey
直到那些醜陋的燈光找到我