Pushing Me Away (Live from Dallas, 2007)

I've lied to you
我欺騙了你
The same way that I always do
以相同的，我所經常做的方式
This is the last smile
這是最後的微笑
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
我會為了和你在一起而偽裝真實的自己
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
為了能藏身於謊言之中而作的犧牲
The sacrifice is never knowing
所付出的犧牲將永遠不被知曉
Why I never walked away
為何我不選擇默然抽身離開
Why I played myself this way
為何我將自己置身於這樣的情境
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
現在我終於懂得你不過是在冷漠地檢驗我，然後宣告拒卻我於外
Why I never walked away
為何我從不選擇孑然一身遠離此處
Why I played myself this way
為何我把自己扮演成了這樣的角色
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
現在我最終明白你不過是在不停地審視我，然後毫不猶豫地傷害我
I've tried like you
我曾經也試圖依戀你
To do everything you wanted too
也想去做一切你所渴求的事
This is the last time
這是最後一次
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
為了能和你一起，我一人承受過錯
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
為了匿伏於讕言之中所做的犧牲
The sacrifice is never knowing
為其所作的犧牲將永遠不會被洞悉
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Why I never walked away
為何我從不伶仃逃離
Why I played myself this way
為何我用這樣的方式來操縱著自己
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
現在我已然知道你不過是在循步驗證著我，然後對我以漠然置之
Why I never walked away
為何我不選擇默然抽身離開
Why I played myself this way
為何我把自己扮演成了這樣的角色
Now I see your testing me pushes me away（long)
現在我終於懂得你不過是在冷漠地檢驗我，然後宣告拒卻我於外
Pushes me away(long)
將我屏絕之外