alive but dead (instr. orchestra version)

As I walk the streets
I feel no pain, there is no love or hate, cant see no certain state
Im in. And a fog has laid itself on my heart like this misty morning as this cloudy day begins.
Still I wonder should
I be afraid about whats happening and how long has it been -dont know.
Why did come this shadow in my head like
I have lost my soul, like
Im alive but dead.
As I walk the streets
I feel no fear, although
I notice that there is no feeling anymore.
And I try to send my mind back to the times when
I was able to live something to the core.
Dark, dark as the grave, my heart is dead,
Im just a slave to what theyve said. (this decay)
Still Im alive but
I feel dead.
Dark, dark as the grave, my heart is dead,
Im just a slave to when you call, (my disease)
Still Im alive but
I must be dead.
Alive but dead cant fill my head
Darkness, theres darkness everywhere.
You gotta help me out of here,
I dont want to stay alive without the capability to feel!