better now (acoustic)

時光飛逝，已經過去很多天
It has been a few days
一切如舊，唯獨你變成陌生人
Nothings the same, youre a stranger
但是在我心中
But in my heart
我知道沒有人比我更了解你
I know that theres no one that could know you better
也許你是對的
Maybe youre right
但是我需要時間獨自寫完這些人生的章節
but I need time to write this chapter on my own
嗯
Emm
這麼多次爭鬥，這麼多個夜晚，我無力壓抑自己的憤怒
So many fights, so many nights I couldnt hold my anger
我在車中睡覺，一心想知道以後能否與你再見面
Id sleep in my car and wonder if I get to see you later
我與謊言相伴，嘗試著適應
Im done with the lies, done with the trying
我猜此刻你不再是我的癥結
So I guess youre not my problem now
因為我只想緊緊擁抱你
Cause I just want to hold you close
但是我居然放你離開了
But I just ******* let you go
犯下的過錯無法逆轉
Mistakes are irreversible
所以我想現在這樣也許更好
So I think this might be better now
我今夜不想醉酒
I dont want to drink tonight
但是我需要藉助一些東西來偽裝自己
But I need something to disguise
這些痛苦浮現在我的眼底
This pain that sits beneath my eyes
浮現在我的腦海中
And in my mind
我想現在這樣也許更好，更好，我現在這樣更好
I think this might be better now, better now, Im better now
哦，不
Ohhhh no no
我希望你忠誠於我

但是我面臨著最後通牒
I wish you had faith
你知道我懷有夢想
But I was faced with an ultimatum
恰恰是你告訴我要放棄夢想
You knew I had dreams
現在一切看起來似乎是這樣
So who were you to tell me to forget them
你的世界分崩離析
And now it all seems
你責怪我一切木已成舟
Your world is crashing down
因為我只想緊緊擁抱你
Youre blaming me for all thats been done
但是我居然放你離開了
Cause I just want to hold you close
犯下的過錯無法逆轉
But I just ******* let yougo
所以我想現在這樣也許更好
Mistakes are irreversible
我今夜不想醉酒
So I think this might be better now
但是我需要藉助一些東西來偽裝自己
I dont want to drink tonight
這些痛苦浮現在我的眼底
But I need something to disguise
浮現在我的腦海中
This pain that sits beneath my eyes
我想現在這樣也許更好，更好，我現在這樣更好
And in my mind
所以我猜你緊緊是一個騙子
I think this might be better now, better now, Im better now
你說你想要這一切，想要這一切
So I guess you were a liar
但是你並沒有為了我們的未來燃燒自己的熱情
You said you want it all, want it all
當真相來臨時，我淪落成危險者
But you didnt have that fire for us
我不再阻攔你，不再阻攔你

現在我們已經丟失了曾經的信任
And when the truth comes Im a danger
因為我只想緊緊擁抱你
And I wont hold you back, hold you back
但是我居然放你離開了
Now weve lost what still remains of our trust
犯下的過錯無法逆轉
Cause I just want to hold you close
所以我想現在這樣也許更好
But I just ** ***** let you go
我今夜不想醉酒
Mistakes are irreversible
但是我需要藉助一些東西來偽裝自己
So I think this might be better now
這些痛苦浮現在我的眼底
I dont want to drink tonight
浮現在我的腦海中
But I need something to disguise
我想現在這樣也許更好，更好，我現在這樣更好
This pain that sits beneath my eyes
哦
And in my mind
不
I think this might be better now, better now, Im better now
因為我只想緊緊擁抱你
Ohhhh
但是我居然放你離開了
no no
犯下的過錯無法逆轉
Cause I just want to hold you close
所以我想現在這樣也許更好
But I just ******* let you go
Mistakes are irreversible
So I think this might be better now