far away

One day, I want to fly far.
某日我想逃離一切
I want to go to a land full of happiness where my past disintegrates in.
我想飛到一個充滿幸福的國度我所有痛苦的過往在此瓦解崩塌
Gold comes from my scars, and my life no longer starves my heart. Id feel like a champion.
傷口有千萬隻金色蝴蝶飛出我的心靈不再空虛匱乏此刻我好像擁有了一切
One day, my interferes of discouragement no longer destroys me.
某日我不再被這無盡的沮喪所摧毀
And my ambition tells me to keep on living.
我堅定告訴自己我要好好活下去
When I finally show emotions upon my lifeless appearance will flee,
當我這原來死氣沉沉的外表流露出感情時
my insecurities fades away, and my heart becomes forgiving.
我知道心中的不安感便會消失我的心也變得寬恕
I no longer want to fantasize, cause Im tired of being reliant on people while youve been tired of my cries.
我不想再去幻想了因為依賴他人使我困倦而你也厭倦我一次次的哭泣
I no longer want to feel numb to pain,
我不想再對痛苦感到麻木了
and when people ask why Im depressed theres just some things I cant explain-
當人們不解於我的抑鬱可有些事我終究無法解釋——
Youve got your life together for the most part, youre blessed- When words like that hurt you,
你的人生大部分是完整充實的你是幸運的——若那般的話語傷害了你
there begins the ache in your chest.
你的胸口便會隱隱作痛