The First One

I know I shouldn't say what I'm 'bout to say
我知道我不該說我接下來說的話
'Cause it's never okay to go and brink your exes up
就這樣提起前任從來不是什麼輕鬆的事
No matter what
無論如何
My second and my third, I hate they got the worst of me
真的很遺憾我把最糟的自己都給了我的第二任和第三任
They don't deserve the way that I was treating them
他們不該受我那般糟糕對待
I'd lead them on
而我卻主導著他們的愛
When I knew what I was doing
當我意識到我的所作所為
I was stupid, I was ruined, I was healing
我恨自己太傻毀了自己也拼命想要自愈
But the healing never happened
但卻從未成功治愈
And I'm sorry that I did you wrong
很抱歉我錯待了你
To all the ones I ever loved
致我所有愛過的你
Never let you in enough
抱歉我從未讓你進入我心
Not your fault I gave too much
不是你的錯而是我
To the first one, to the first one
對初戀付出了太多太多
To all the ones I ever hurt
致所有曾傷害過的你
Always knew it wouldn't work
雖然我很清楚這沒有用
Not your fault I gave too much
但真的不是你的錯而是我
To the first one, to the first one
對初戀付出了太多太多
There ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah
我無法自已束手無策
I just can't forget some of the words he said
我無法忘記他說過的那些話
The memories in my bed keep coming back again
回憶自枕邊翻來覆去
Like daggers in my mind, yeah
如我腦海中的利匕
They draw blood all night, yeah
整夜讓我心血流不停
Yeah, I know what I've been doing
噢我很清楚我的所作所為
Running through 'em just to try and catch a feeling
為追尋愛意投身於那些愛人不管錯對
But the feeling never happened
但愛意從未降臨
And I'm sorry that I did you wrong
很抱歉我錯待了你
To all the ones I ever loved
致我所有愛過的你
Never let you in enough
抱歉我從未讓你進入我心
Not your fault I gave too much
不是你的錯而是我
To the firstone, to the first one
對初戀付出了太多太多
To all the ones I ever hurt
致所有曾傷害過的你
Always knew it wouldn't work
雖然我很清楚這沒有用
Not your fault I gave too much
但真的不是你的錯而是我
To the first one, to the first one
對初戀付出了太多太多
There ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah
我無法自已束手無策
No, there ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah
我完全無法自已束手無策
Promise that it kills
真的很傷人
Every time you send
每一次看到你po出那些照片
A picture from a place
是某個我們曾一起
You and I used to go
去過的地方
I hope you know
我希望你能懂
To all the ones I ever loved
致我所有愛過的你
Never let you in enough
抱歉我從未讓你進入我心
Not your fault I gave too much
不是你的錯而是我
To the first one, to the first one
對初戀付出了太多太多
To all the ones I ever hurt
致所有曾傷害過的你
Always knew it wouldn't work
雖然我很清楚這沒有用
Not your fault I gave too much
但真的不是你的錯而是我
To the first one, to the first one
對初戀付出了太多太多
There ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah
我完全無法自已束手無策
No, there ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah
我完全無法自已不知所措
No, there ain't nothing I can do about it, yeah, yeah
我完全無法自已束手無策
(No, there ain't nothing I can do about it) Yeah, yeah
我完全無法自已不知所措