do we even matter

Heavy breathing whats this feeling
Never used to act this way around you
Im afraid of digging deeper
Cause if I fall I might lose it all
.
Its the beginning of the end I know
I shouldve leave I shouldve go for broke
Dont wanna lose you but I cant go on
Without knowing
.
You know me better than I know myself
Im about to burst I need your help
Dont wanna lose you but I cant go on
Without knowing
.
Now nothing could be like what it was before
When everything said and done I need to know
Do we even matter to you
.
I cant choke it all keep my focus
Cause its too late I cant just walk away
Break this silence stop this hiding
Cause all I want to is for the words to tell you
.
Its the beginning of the end I know
I shouldve leave I shouldve go for broke
Dont wanna lose you but I cant go on
Without knowing
.
You know me better than I know myself
But Im about to burst I need your help
Dont wanna lose you but I cant go on
Without knowing
.
Now nothing could be like what it was before
When everything said and done I need to know
Without knowing
Now nothing could be like what it was before
When everything said and done I need to know
Do we even matter to you
.
Splendidyang