Back to December

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Im so glad you made time to see me
Hows life? Tell me hows your family
I havent seen them in a while
Youve been good, busier than ever
Small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
[02:23.38] So this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying Im sorry for that night
[02:32.43]And I go back to December all the time
[02:36.47][04:04.77]It turns out freedom aint nothin but missin you
[02:40.32][04:07.89]Wishin Id realized what I had when you were mine
[04:13.53]I go back to December turn around and make it all right
[02:52.62][04:27.43]I go back to December all the time
These days I havent been sleepin
Stayin up playing back myself leavin
When your birthday passed and I didnt call
Then I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughin from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your lovin all I gave you was goodbye
[04:19.75]I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinkin
Probably mindless dreamin
If we loved again I swear Id love you right
Id go back in time and change it but I cant
So if the chain is on your door I understand
This is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying Im sorry for that night
And I go back to December
all the time