the fear of losing this

Open your eyes

And see what you have

But really I know inside its all the same in death

But my mind is mine for now

I never asked to be here at all

So why do I have to face the fear of losing it

Of losing why I live

And if I just knew Id already be gone

I told you everything that I had the chance to

And there is no more now

No more light gold and low

There is only what I have until that goes

Now every night I pray to the stars

I say please give me love or please just give me strength

The colors of love they all become grey

When everywhere Ive been wont be there someday

Its a beautiful thing that I keep close to me

And I wont forget

But nothing is mine to keep