Grapefruit

Counting while I run the tap
水龍頭開著我數著數
I'm on my knees
雙膝跪地
Choking on my hands all night
雙手徹夜緊攥脖頸
In my sleep
睡夢中
Counting all the calories
不忘算卡路里
Now get 'em up
振作起來吧
Body positivity
以人體美感之名
Help me out
幫我擺脫這困境

The swans of ballet
芭蕾舞中的天鵝
Their skin and their bones
精緻肌膚消瘦之姿
That's not me
並非我所求
T'd die for my love though
我願為摯愛赴死
Break
遍體鱗傷
Break till wither away
身消玉殞至枯萎

What I see is not me, what I see is not me
我所見並非我我所見並非我

1, 2, grapefruit
1 2 飽滿葡萄柚
How am I back here again?
我怎又回返？
3, 4, lose more
3 4 錯失更多
I know my mirrors are lying
我深知鏡子正散播讕言
5, 6, hate this
5 6厭惡非常
Take back the body I'm in
返璞歸真找回身材自信

What I see is not me, what I see is not me
我所見並非我我所見並非我

1, 2, grapefruit
1 2 飽滿葡萄柚
Wish I could change overnight
希望我能在一夜之間改變
3, 4, lose more
3 4 錯失更多
Kill my obsession, please die
殺死我的執念不必留在人世
5, 6, hate this
5 6 厭惡非常
How am I still in this fight?
我怎還在斗爭？

What I see is not me, what I see is not me
我所見並非我我所見並非我

Sweet girl, you're so disciplined
可愛的女孩你很自律
Now keep it down
請堅持下去
I don't like my measurements
我不喜歡我的身材
Won't make a sound
緘默不語
Diana how she guards the clock
戴安娜時鍾守衛
She's in control
由她掌管
Now why is everyone in shock?
為何大家都很震驚？
You let her go
你終是任她離去

The swans of ballet
芭蕾舞中的天鵝
Their skin and their bones
精緻肌膚消瘦之姿
That's not me
並非我所求
I'd die for my love though
我願為摯愛赴死
Break
遍體鱗傷
Break till I wither away
身消玉殞至枯萎

What I see is not me, what I see is not me
我所見並非我我所見並非我

1, 2, grapefruit
1 2 飽滿葡萄柚
How am I back here again?
我怎又回返？
3, 4, lose more
3 4 錯失更多
I know my mirrors are lying
我深知鏡子正散播讕言
5, 6, hate this
5 6厭惡非常
Take back the body I'm in
返璞歸真找回身材自信

What I see is not me, what I see is not me
我所見並非我我所見並非我

1, 2, grapefruit
1 2 飽滿葡萄柚
Wish I could change overnight
希望我能在一夜之間改變
3, 4, lose more
3 4 錯失更多
Kill my obsession, please die
殺死我的執念不必留在人世
5, 6, hate this
5 6 厭惡非常
How am I still in this fight?
我怎還在斗爭？

What I see is not me, what I see is not me (Oh)
我所見並非我我所見並非我

What I see is not me, what I see is not me
我所見並非我我所見並非我

When I'm hurting
心碎之際
Every time I have a bad day
心底也蒙上陰翳
Then everyone gets lost
隨後所有人都迷踪失路
But I'm learning
而我有在汲取經驗
Every time I feel out of place
每每深感格格不入
That you're all I've got
你便是我的全部

1, 2, grapefruit
1 2 飽滿葡萄柚
How am I back here again?
我怎又回返？
3, 4, lose more
3 4 錯失更多
I know my mirrors are lying
我深知鏡子正散播讕言
5, 6, hate this
5 6厭惡非常
Take back the body I'm in
返璞歸真找回身材自信

What I see is not me, what I see is not me
我所見並非我我所見並非我

1, 2, grapefruit
1 2 飽滿葡萄柚
Wish I could change overnight
希望我能在一夜之間改變
3, 4, lose more
3 4 錯失更多
Kill my obsession, please die
殺死我的執念不必留在人世
5, 6, hate this
5 6 厭惡非常
How am I still in this fight?
我怎還在斗爭？

What I see is not me, what I see is not me
我所見並非我 我所見並非我