Stronger Than I Was

You used to say that I'd never be nothing without you
你曾對我說沒有了你我什麼都不是
And I believe I'm striding the roads, I guess I can't breathe
而我如今相信了，我在路上漫無目的地走著，我猜我已不能呼吸
Just lay here with me, baby, hold me please
只是和我躺在這裡，寶貝，請抱著我
And I beg and I plead, drop to knees
我跪下來求了你一次又一次
And I cry and I'd scream, baby, please don't leave
我哭著，尖叫著，寶貝，請你不要離開
Snatch the keys from your hand
我從你手裡搶過鑰匙
I would squeeze and you'd laugh
緊緊地攥在手裡，你卻在一旁大笑
And you'd tease, you're just fucking with me
你嘲笑我不過是你的床伴而已
And you must hate me
你必然是討厭我的
Why do you date me if you say I make you sick?
如果說我令你噁心，又為何要和我約會
And you've had enough of me
是你已經受夠了我，
I smother you, I'm 'bout to jump off the edge
既然我令你窒息，那我自己離你遠去就好
But you won't break me
但是你不會擊垮我
You'll just make me stronger than I was
你只會讓我比曾經更加堅強
Before I let you, I bet you I'll be just fine without you
在我放手之前讓我告訴你，信不信即使沒有你我依然可以過得很好
And if I stumble, I won't crumble
若非愛得太勇，就不會摔得太慘
I'll get back up and uhhh
我將會捲土重來並且更加昂首挺胸
And I'mma still be humble when I scream fuck you
而且我仍舊會保持著謙遜，當我大喊f**u之時
Cause I'm stronger than I was
因為我比以前的自己更加強大
A beautiful face is all that you had
你所擁有的全部不過是一張漂亮的臉蛋
Cause on the inside you're ugly, man
因為你的內在太過醜陋
But you're all that I love
但你就是我全部的愛
Aggressed, you can't leave
你再向我挑釁，你也不可能離開
Please stay here with me, baby, hold me please
請在這裡陪著我，寶貝，請抱緊我
And I'd beg and I plead, drop to knees
我跪在你面前，一次又一次地乞求
And I'd cry and I'd scream, baby, please don't leave
我哭著，尖叫著，寶貝，求求你不要離開
Causeyou left and you took everything I had left
因為你的離開將會帶走我所有的所有
And left nothing, nothing for me
什麼都不剩，我一無所有
So please don 't wake me from this dream, baby
所以求你不要將我從夢中叫醒
We're still together in my head
在我的世界裡我們仍舊在一起
And you're still in love with me
你依然與我相愛
Till I woke up to discover that that dream was dead
直到我自己醒來發現那個夢早已灰飛煙滅
But you won' t break me
但是你不會擊垮我
You'll just make me stronger than I was
你只會讓我比曾經更加堅強
Before I let you, I bet you I 'll be just fine without you
在我放手之前讓我告訴你，信不信即使沒有你我依然可以過得很好
And if I stumble, I won't crumble
若非愛得太勇，就不會摔得太慘
I'll get back up and uhhh
我將會捲土重來並且更加昂首挺胸
And I'mma still be humble when I scream fuck you
而且我仍舊會保持著謙遜，當我大喊f**u之時
Cause I'm stronger than I was
因為我比以前的自己更加強大
You walked out, I almost died
你離我而去，我無法再活下去
It was almost a homicide that you caused cause I was so traumatized
是你一手創造了一個殺人犯，因為我已經心痛得無以復加
Felt like I was in for a long bus ride
我好像正在顛簸的大巴上經歷一場漫長的旅程
I'd rather die than you not be by my side
我寧願死去也不願意你不在我身邊
Can't count how many times I vomited, cried
我已經無法計算嘔吐哭泣了多少次
Go to my room, turn the radio on and hide, uh
走進我的房間，打開收音機藏在角落
We were Bonnie and Clyde
我們應如同Bonnie和Clyde一樣親密
No, on the inside you were Jekyll and Hyde I
不，不是，其實深究內心你是Jekyll而我是Hyde
Felt like my whole relationship with you was a lie
我和你的所有關係看起來不過只是個謊言
It was you and I, why did I think it was ride or die?
那是你和我啊，為什麼我覺得那是戰爭與死亡的結合
Cause if you could've took my life you would've
因為如果你能夠掌控我的生活你早就會控制了我
It's like you put a knife to my chest and pushed it right through to the
那好像你將一把匕首直捅進我的胸膛，
Other side of my pack and stuck a spike, too, should've
穿透了我的背，然後刺進一根長釘
Put up more of a fight, but I couldn't at the time
我們本應為此更加努力，但是我卻已經沒有了時間
No one could hurt me like you could've
沒有一個人可以像你那樣傷害我
Take you back now, what's the likelihood of that?
現在挽回你又有多大可能性
Bite me, bitch, chewing on a nineteen footer
bitch，來咬我吧，就像品嚐19歲的肉體
Cause this morning I finally stood up
因為這個早上是我最後一次雄起
Held my chin up, finally showed a sign of life in me for the
我抬起頭，終於可以宣告我第一次感受到源自我體內的生命氣息
First time since you left me and left me with nothing but shattered dreams
自從你離開我，帶走了我的一切，只剩下我們支離破碎的夢境
And a life we could've had and we could've been
和消逝的我們本該有的生活之後
But I'm breaking out of this slump I'm in
但是我掙扎著從自暴自棄中脫身
Pulling myself out of the dumps once again
我再一次把自己拉出泥沼
I'm getting up once and for all, fuck this shit
我徹底崛起之時，為了這一切，**
I'mma be late for the pity party
我可能將要遲到這次同情的聚會
But you're never gonna beat me to the fucking punch again
但是你將永遠不可能再將我傷害得千瘡百孔
Took it on the chin like a champ so don't lump me in with the chumpy ends
把那些悲傷已放在嘴裡嚼出滋味。所以別再把我扔進那傻逼的結局
I'm done being your punching bag
我不過是你的沙袋
It was the November 31st today, would've been our anniversary
11月31日的今天，本將是我們兩週年的紀念日
Two years, but you left on the first of May
但是你卻在5月1日離開了我
I wrote it on the calender, was gonna call, but couldn't think of the words to say
我在日曆上畫出這些日期，想著給你打電話問候，卻想不出有什麼話可說
But it came to me just now, so I put 'em in a verse to lay
但是那些話剛剛在我腦海中浮現，所以我現在將它們寫成詩篇
And I thank you cause you made me a better person than I was
我想感謝你因為是你讓我成為了更優秀的人
But I hate you cause you drained me
但是我也憎恨你因為更是你屠殺了我
I gave you all, you gave me none
我給了你所有，你什麼都沒有回贈
But if you blame me, you're crazy
但是如果你責備我，你確實是瘋了
And after all that's said and done
在說了和做了那些之後
I'm still angry , yeah, I maybe
是的，我也許還是怒火中燒
I may never trust someone
我再也不會相信任何人
But you won't break me
但是你不會擊垮我
You'll just make me stronger than I was
你只會讓我比曾經更加堅強
Before I let you, I bet you I'll be just fine without you
在我放手之前讓我告訴你，信不信即使沒有你我依然可以過得很好
And if I stumble, I won't crumble
若非愛得太勇，就不會摔得太慘
I'll get back up and uhhh
我將會捲土重來並且更加昂首挺胸
And I'mma still be humble when I scream fuck you
而且我仍舊會保持著謙遜，當我大喊f**u之時
Cause I'm stronger than I was
因為我比以前的自己更加強大