chill

I know I'm good at acting like I don't care
I practice when you're not around yeah when you're not here
I just wanna please you be who you want me to be yeah
But not now, you're always letting me down
You think I'm cool you think that I don't want you but I do
I don't know how I wake up in the morning
And when I leave I go back to ignoring you
You think I'm cool you think that I don't feel much but I do
I don't know how you got this impression
Everyone else can see I'm obsessive
You don't wanna talk about us
But you know that will mess me up
You gave me just enough to believe in
So I would never think about leaving you
But you should know me better by now
I'm not that chilled out
I know you don't like talking about our feelings
So I let them out when I'm alone, cry to my ceiling
But I don't wanna do this anymore my heart is ruined
And I've found, you're always letting me down
You think I'm cool used to think I needed you but I do
Not wanna wake up with you in the morning
And then go back to just not talking yeah
You think I'm cool, you think I don't feel much but I do
I don't know how you got this impression
Everyone else can see I'm obsessive
You don't wanna talk about us
But you know that will mess me up
You gave me just enough to believe in
So I would never think about leaving you
But you should know me better by now
I'm not that chilled out
Funny how you think that I'm so laid back lately
But that's only with you baby
You can't keep on coming around
I can't keep on coming
Around to say nothing let you fill my head with stuff
When I know this isn't nothing and I was really trying but
You can't keep on coming around
I can't keep on coming around
You don't wanna talk about us
But you know that will mess me up
You gave me just enough to believe in
So I would never think about leaving you
But you should know me better by now
I'm not that chilled out
Enough to believe in
Won't think about leaving
Enough to believe in
Won't think about leaving you
Enough to believe in
Won't think about leaving
Enough to believe in
Won't think about leaving you