secrets

Dappy turn my mike up
Today is the day that Im gonna tell
Just a little bout myself
All of these haters they dont understand me
They cant touch the pain I felt
I wish I could show them all of my secrets
And they might see through me
But if I tell my secrets or expose my weakness
I can let em tear through me
Mummy had problems, daddy couldnt solve them
Wont stop they just add to her pain
Daddy its okay, I still love you
Because you show me love in every way
Mummy Im sorry for not always caring
I got so lost when you werent around
Since I was a young girl I kept us related
I dont trust so I wont get let down
So who could be behind my smile
Im crying out and Im left without a hand
T, no you aint, you can tell us anything
Well advise you in every way
One more thing, for those who dont know we is family
Weve known each other since we were babies
So I guess its just another one of them days
I got bills to pay, studez to rent
Girl problems plus an album due within nine days
Stress to the brain, mumsies going through so much pain
Every time I get paid money to Elaine
One more and youll open you eyes to a blacked out range
Gunshots, knife attacks
Seems like Im living in a life of attacks
Government bills, dogdgy deals
Leads to another life, crime on wheels
Im so broke that its no joke
Surrounded by addicts who be on coke
If I really wanted to I make money off them
Block in the morning on the move by ten
I write them hits in my head
Dont need no time for paper and pen
I sell my demos in boxes of ten
Wont stop me unless youre a dirty bill
Its like yesterday
Fifteen hooded up thirteen years olds in Westie
Were the bester days can you relate
Young black boys from council estates
Rolling around the ends twenty man strong
Pour some Hennessey for every man gone
I know I aint sent no letters but still
Free hash, free deal, Im not for much longer
Ever since I was a young and I found it hard to find my way
Thats why I dont trust, so I wont get let down
So who could be behind my smile
Im crying out, Im left without a hand
T, no you aint, you can tell us anything
Well advise you in every way
One more thing, for those who dont know we is family
Weve known each other since we were babies
Oh, I went from not wanting to live life no more
To appreciating every breath I take
If it wasnt for the music I probably wont be here
Thats why I pray to God every day
Dreaming of days when I could just fly away
Im trying to stay strong but after today Im feeling down
So who could be behind my smile
Im crying out, Im left without a hand