Wake Up Alone

Its okay in the day Im staying busy
Tied up enough so I dont have to wonder where is he
Got so sick of crying
So just lately
When I catch myself I do a 180
I stay up clean the house
At least Im not drinking
Run around just so I dont have to think about thinking
That silent sense of content
That everyone gets
Just disappears soon as the sun sets
[01:51.26][01:23.68]
This face in my dreams seizes my guts
[01:28.80]He floods me with dread
[01:32.19]Soaked in soul
[01:34.30]He swims in my eyes by the bed
[01:39.24]Pour myself over him
[01:42.23]Moon spilling in
[03:25.11][03 :18.04][03:11.01][01:46.89]And I wake up alone
If I was my heart
Id rather be restless
The second I stop the sleep catches up and Im breathless
This ache in my chest
As my day is done now
The dark covers me and I cannot run now
My blood running cold
I stand before him
Its all I can do to assure him
When he comes to me
I drip for him tonight
Drowning in me we bathe under blue light
His face in my dreams seizes my guts